pEijun

Erm...

2010-09-26T01:17:00.001+08:00

you....

yes. you.

GOOODBYE SINGAPORE~

2010-01-21T10:47:00.002+08:00

I AM LEAVING FOR JAKARTA IN A FEW HOURS!!!

long awaited trip finally done in just a few hrs time!!! had always wanted to go Jakarta, since tt's where Iwan's home is... but havent really find time n money to do so!...

we finally had our tickets booked last NOV.. and its just $2 withh Tiger airways! of cos' tax not included..

i m soooo happy. i actually wanted to wake up at 11am (since i have not been slping past 8am over the last few weeks) ... i woke up at like 8AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay!! i cant wait....

will be back with piccccccccccaaaaaaas!

=)

is are was were

2009-12-11T22:26:00.002+08:00

realised tt i have been crying everyday

sad to know tt how my life has reached a phase as such. again...

wad a liminal state - a feeling new yet was strangely familiar..

I m just sorry we all met & become friends. I am sorry tt we made promises to each other n know tt right now we r nothing close to those promises. i remember the poems u spoke about. the gifts. the letters. the sms-es u gave... u did not keep ur word. no effort to do so. n i kind of hate u for being the reason for my tears every night.

i hope u will find out how i feel so tt u will realised wad you have done ...

but i m not gg to bother tellin u about it... or even being angry with u... they are right... if you will not bother... why should i...

i grew up. i see the world, i met the strangers. now i have a piece of breaking frienship, reminding me to grow out of my chidish dreams n convenient tagline of "friend forever"

no such thing one... the world's just lying to everyone. all the children about this "friend forever" thing... they make us all believe and then make us KNOW tt it is not true at the end of the day.

Goodluck to all u who have no idea whats coming your way.

Backed to Singapore...

2009-12-08T17:33:00.002+08:00

hello...
I am backed to Singapore with many reflections and upsetting emotions to deal with

while trip to Malacca was a lot of fun. laughter screaming n all.. very wild and crazy... i was backed with a heavy heart.. thinking about many issues.. of which some i supposed was unnecessary, but some extremely vital.

i believe tt ppl change... relationship change... quality of relationship change. closeness change. but i refuse to believe in some1 whom i once believed as my best friend would probably wouldnt be anymore. i recalled the down and stormy times we once passed thru few yrs backed. never did i imagine tt things could end up till the state it was

i know and i understand tt one will be in a form of circumstances tt will not allow blatant publicity. i know what do secrets mean and i have no intention of exploring them shamelessly. its just perhaps a issue i have to wrestle with myself to accept the fact

hoping tt 1 day i will gladly dismisssed the thought of you as my best man and the thought of you as my best friend..

i dun need to feel all. perhaps all i need to do was to stay away ..

hope tt will help.

i woke up with my mum's scolding today. quite ridiculous.. random n without reasons as usual. but i m glad i did not woke up depressed of losing a best fren.

hope i 'll win ..

Thank GOD!!

2009-11-30T22:35:00.004+08:00

It's a good day!

Woke up n asked God for His mercy upon love/

got a good news. he gt his sales! =)

sometimes I marvel at God's character of endless grace and generosity. if we ask, he shall surely grant. and over the past few days, really... experienced again, the love and faith of dear Jesus... granting His favor upon my little life !

whew...

the day was good for Mr.Iwan... But not too for myself..

Went for the interview for a PRO role... and they told me "frankly, we are looking for someone with experience"...

if no one gives me a chance, how to gain experience!!!

but still.. if i m shortlisted, i have to go for another interview... wells......... will wait then!

collected my transcript thereafter... ha... my average was a distinction... very happy... it looks pretty and good!

oh wait... ineedtosaythis! I AM DAMN SMART!

i figured how to shoot black n white with my digicam finally! after months of using it... FINALLY!!!! yay!

On a separate note, i bought this cookie few nights ago @ Tampines One (some shop on the basement that sells lots of Japanese imported confectioneries... couldnt remember the name though.. if im not wrong, guess there's another 1 @ The Central.. ) and it taste GREAT!!! love the chips chunks ... slurps... its 10.56pm. n i just had 1 packet of it... sinfulll =(

was just thinking about something. has been bothering me quite a bit. a bit inconvenient to share it on the blog.. but just 1 thing... will one change as they grow? will we change? will the depth and quality of relationships then, be affected?

a lonely 24th

2009-11-24T18:42:00.005+08:00

I m SAD & DISAPPOINTED ...

3.45pm:
I posted on facebook...
"34"

I was sooo happy! cos' today's our monniversary.. we are meetin! chomp chomp Ashton!!! i cant wait...

6.15pm:
I posted on facebook..
"changed. got a call. is our dinner plan cancelled?"

I had myself changed... took a nap.. woke up... and changed!!! make-d up... blusher-ed. eye liner-ed... packed bag.. put camera inside my bag n blahs...

called iwan... and he say he has to work late. might not be able to meet already...

6:30pm:
I posted on facebook..
"okay.. its cancelled"

oh wells... my worst nightmare came true.. it was cancelled. indeed.

)':

I AM SOOOOOO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*whines helplessly/hopelessly

On a happier note, at least we preempt it and had lunch together after my interview yesterday afternoon @ ( I really cant remember the restaurant's name - @ Clarke Quay).. it was really tasty. The chefs, waitresses, are all Japanese. It was a great experience.

But the food was a little salty though... But 7.5/10 in all =)

When i'm home. bro wanted to go shopping for a new pair of shoes.. haha. i gt him to get me something as well. he just started work. so feelin rich!

went dinner with family at some coffee shop. it was supposed to be nice according to parents cos' some food review rated it quite well, either on Ch 8 or Ch U...

BUT.. disappointing.. !!! its not nice 1 la!

Anyway, i still ate a lot.. esp. CRABS... havent ate it the right way.. u noe, like really biting it with ur teeth! ahha

bro's treat!

While waiting.. Bro took her picture.. MUM!

Their specialty. suppoed to taste good. its fried kang kong . i call it kang kong tempura.. but unfortunately. it doesnt taste good. i can only taste flour. but.its quite crispy though...

Butter cheese crabs!

i swear i was lookin forward n wanted a feast n gorge down these long awaited crabs. but really. the taste: NOT GOOD!

oh, and while eating, i thought of something..
2 sad thing about my metal-less mouth:

1) No more excuse to get somebody to give me the nicest&meatest part of the crab. no one will pity me cos now i have TEETH to bite the difficult ones

2) No more excuse to not eat vegetables stems. I HATE THEM!

I'm done with bloggin'
backed to feeling depressed

guessed i'll just spent the rest of the night playin restaurant city on FACEBOOK.

The Braces Post

2009-11-22T00:26:00.007+08:00

"Goodbye to you my trusted friend. you have indeed been a pain in my life for the past 2 years. never fail to caused me pain. ulcers and many more. but credits to you for makin me eat a lot of porridge (prob. more than during my toothless times when i was still a baby) but still.. thank u for giving me such nice teeth now. thank u my thousands-dolllars-braces!" - my facebook album description!
As a lot of you might have known by now...
I HAVE REMOVED BY BRACES!!!!!!!!

I hope you guys realized how this exciting it is for me okay! It's has been a great 2 years! AND FINALLY... had waited for almost FOREVER for this day to come!

So when last month (26th Nov), my orthodontist told me that everything should be able to be done the next visit. i told myself i m NOT TELLING ANYONE! but of cos, being too excited i told amanda n bra on that day when i met them.. so. no surprises for the 2 of u.. but the rest.. tadah!!! had been keepin mum for the past 1 month... its so difficult okay~ but i did it!!!!!

yah... so i cam-whored the whole Thursday night...

AND for the whole Friday I cam-whored as well...

2hrs after removing...

6 hrs after removing...
Love bought me to Manhattans'
I wannnna eat crab instead... but 2 person eat a bit retarded right... although yes i can finish... but still.. crabs are meant to be a FEAST kind of thing.. agree?
But anyway.. LOVE EATING without METALS lurhh!

24 hrs after removing...
haha... was @ love's house.... played with the geek specs Iwan's sis bought for him!
LMAO!

here's the super LOL... check him out!

and trust me... there's more to come!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

SECRET!

2009-11-21T00:11:00.001+08:00

I m not tellling the secret yet!

cant wait to tell/show everyone the surprise!!!

pictures very soon!

The day where Bowel-Controlling hits the record!

2009-11-19T23:38:00.005+08:00

Titled as above cos' felt the sensation to visit the toilet after I clicked Blogger..

Needed the toilet since 2pm in the afternoon. but cos' was in the bus... obviously i did not have a chance to toilet!

wanted to in the evening.. but i reckon shittin' in the public would b embarrassing.. you guys would know how it would sound...worst, smell... and not wanting to come out unless u r sure tt all those in the toilet previously would have left... uh.. spare the description...

btw... 1 last day to follow dad! took some pictures with the kids..

Taku

The Brothers!

ken!

me & my fav!

okayyyy!

Besides tt... went to City Hall to get Ben's his present.. then met TEA for dinner @ Expo! well.. we had Subway.. but it was an intended surprise for Cindy!

Happy birthday Ben. Mich & Min (thou u werent there)

And hope u felt LOVE CINDY! =p

oh btw... love bought me flowers!!!!! its damn BIG and i love it soooo much ... i totallly loveeeeee sunflowers! =p

and being ultra excited abt it... got bro to take photos for me!

thank u love!

2ml's gonnna b a damn exciting day.. i have waited too long for this... be surprised every1! SHOUTS: I CANT WAIT!
more pictures tomms.. u wouldnt want to miss them

Wednesday!!!

2009-11-18T22:55:00.005+08:00

For the past three days I've been helping out as Bus 'Auntie' cos' my mum was not free.. 2 more days... save me.. the children, though cute at times.. some are totally driving me crazy... justtoday.. 1 of the kid - he actually pulled my hair!!!! 5-year old.. damn gung ho already.... gt the guts to do that to me! *arghs...

i shouted at him of cos.... like "DAIKI!" (oh.. he's a japanese) and he actually cried!!!

wth! and the worse thing was.. he wiped his mucus all over the backseats on purpose! and i still have to sayang him so tt he would stop his nonsense!

besides tt.. everything was good!

cos.. i gt this cardigan from Bershka @ ION Orchard which I had my eyes on since weeks ago...

but but but... the color I wanted - black does not have my size anymore.. so i gotten a grey one instead =)

please tell me its nice! WHEEEEE~ I am soooo going to wear it 2mls!
yay!

by the way... i met with an extremely unfortunate incident... it all begins like this:

i reached home. realised that my bangs are a lil' too long. its stil kinda early. i saw the scissors. i attempted to trim it. conclusion: MISSION FAILES - TERRIBLY!

it's soo croooked.. pictures below!

think its straight? dun be fooled. the picture is blurrred!

how chui right.. so I m gg to pin my hair until I got time to get down to Hair Monsoon@AMK.. meanwhile. should I rebond my fringe.. its so chui. its curving over to 1 side. cant them right.. urghs....

On a happier note... i got my favourite bread from BARCOOK BAKERY!
hoooorayyy!!! thanks 2 love!
breakfast setttled 2ml!
mama asked if we wannna eat Vegetarian BEEHOON 2ml.... Thats was just what I was craving for few days ago!

everything's perfect!!!! woooo hoo!

Monday Blues

2009-11-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

i had a great sleep today!
dint even remember falling asleep for more than 10mins last saturday cos of Mafia's bday! was @ Chalet. it was fun. remembered all the screaming.... yelling... singing... chats.. food n stuffs.. it was great!

and so... went to church from there n only had a rest ard 8pm =)

and so! when i woke up today! i feellll gooood ! lalalalala!

by the way.. i helped Iwan with cold-calling today. but i dint do much la.cos it was raining. n sucha good weather for sleeping! so i did a bit.. got him 1 pathetic appointment.. n went off to stone!

i received a call from school. some marketing guy i think.. asking me if i m gg to pursue my studies. Then....

*Ahem*

He revealed tt.....

i am the top student!!! =)

Okay la.. i wasnt like really excited n all over it.. maybe cos' there's no material price n stuffs i know. they dint even give like 10bucks Popular voucher tt kind of thing!?

*tsk n sighs...

But hoho! i m good right.. Glory 2 my Daddy in Heaven! =)

i m gg to watch This is it tmr! heard so much about it.. yay! cant wait!

It's a good day...

2009-10-28T19:14:00.004+08:00

Question to self: How's your day?
Answer: ooooohhh yay! its a goood day..

It's the weather la! Not really too much of a sun day. Not a weeping day of heavy downpour also... cooling.. dark and all... love the weather =)

Digged out book: Heaven is so real.. read it once before.. it was given to me by wan xuan in 2005. that is so long ago.. wanted to read it again b4 i passed on to cell ppl - well.. since we are talking about the End Times now.. had a 2nd read. it really answers some of my questions.. like.. u noe... we are always thinking.. how real is heaven? and stuffs like tt... and really... all she could say after all her encounters was : " Heaven is So Real"Went to teach tuition in the afternoon.. and when i ended, i noticed 2 missed calls. wondered if i should called back, cos' for the past 2 days.. i have been receiving emails & calls from Prudential... asking me if i m interested in being a financial consultant. hmmm.. so active la.. and i m really quite irritated.. No! i m not interested! my jobscentral.com or jobstreet or whatever info dint state i m interested in this line right? hello~

but yay! turned out tt these are from 2 different companies.... so yay! gg for interview for 1 of

them soon =)

oooh..! i also went to bought something from my favourite shopping place : WATSONS!!! ahhaha.. i love shopping at Watsons.. they have like the essentials which i really need.... and whats more is the 'discount' card i owned. it made me feel tt its quite worth it buying stuffs there? oh wells...

anyway.. i bought this loreal' vitalift thingy for Iwan!

May all Chui-ness in wan's face. BE GONE!!!

and ....

I havent cleared my nails' leftover polishes since like duno when. it looks so ugly.. i think you know wad I mean.. just imagine how unglam i looked with my half... painted nails.. eew.... and i wanted to get Sally Hansen Extra Strong. but no SASA in CWP... its selling at 6bucks @ Watsons... so bo bian. got some cheapo brand.. gonna try it out see how! hmm....

and Finally!!! i dunoo~ got a purchase with purchase offer... 2.90 only!!! =)

Things i must remind myself to get!!!

2009-10-26T20:05:00.006+08:00

Deep Sleep Dreamy Pillow & Body Mist

To get my beauty sleep...

"quick-drying, super-snoozer mist that balances the senses and soothes the mind all night long. Sweet dreams!"

How it works:

Special encapsulation technology allows bursts of active fragrance to be released throughout the night as your body moves.
Jujube date is considered to promote deeper sleep, while Community Trade camomile calms and helps to maintain a restful sleep.
Geranium, juniper and patchouli oils soothe and promote tranquility.

MEN: VITALIFT

Iwan has been working so hard recently.. oh.. and since like v long ago... his under-eye bags are sooo obvious.... and when he smiles, laughs.. his wrinkles.. omgosh!

LOREAL ELSEVE for oily hair

had a greasy spell of oily scalp that is seriously bugging me quite a bit...

read about this in Cleo... and several reviews online

sso maybe i should get it huh...

My rock band dream

2009-10-26T18:40:00.002+08:00

ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCKKKKKK

SCREAMS!!

Was window shopping with Iwan last Sat @ Yisshun.. saw a current promo .. this rock band (Whole Set) going a SGD199 ONLY!!!

I want!!!!

i totally hate Window shopping! it makes me wana buy everything!

I think this is coming true verysoooon... ben agreeed to loan us his PS3.. den we can play Rock band (if we buy this)

YAY!

You smeell the rocckkkkkkk yeahhhhhh.... i m sooooo going to buy that ! *roarssss

SOME PHOTOS

2009-05-02T00:24:00.005+08:00

was cleaning up the pictures on the camera

some pictures yet to upload =)

taken last sunday. we were @ TNC for a soccer tournament.. here you go!

.....

Its started to rain while we were on the way.
the match is gg to start late..

we were all doing nothin. so took out camera for some random snaps shots...

some1 suggested playin the guessin finger game

and forfeiter #1

....

and forfeiter #2

....

Tournament started and ended.
WE WON!

saw this dog... looks so macho.. it actually stood up..

ham.some sial

Tournament started and ended.
saw this dog... looks so macho.. it actually stood up..

ham.some sial

...

and while on the way home....
some humble attempts to capture the clouds on the sky

its sooo beautiful!

and FINALLY

YOURS TRULY!
a slight attempt to picture myself for self-entertainment
cos iwan's slp-iing n i gt nothing to do!

CROCS SANTA

2009-04-30T23:30:00.001+08:00

I LOVE

I WANT

my 21st birthday!

2009-04-25T18:00:00.002+08:00

hmmm.... had a HOT n warm day today.. went to support UthNitTy in their 1Love soccer competition! oh wells... while slackin, din reminded me .... to update my blog on my birthday!

so...

as promised...

here you go...

18th April 2009

i m supposed to meet shy @ woodlands @ 9ish...
but she's late n she called me to say her mom will sponsor us cab go over to aljunied.. TNC.. cos the soccer competition is there ( we all wanted to go over to suupport the uths u see)

though its v non convincing.. cos she really doesnt cab often. i dint think too much n waited for her to call me when she reach my hse...

den.. finally... she called. i went down n saw IWAN HERTONO!!!!!

cut the story short... he showed me this AUDI! n asked me to check out the side lights of the car. its blinkin!!!

and and and and........... he gt the key to it!

so he lied to me la.. from v long ago.. he has been tellin me how the exam test date will only be on 17th May... but he got it on 15 Decemeber.... and its in the midst of YOUTH CAMP.. can u imagine.. ALL the youths actually know about it but not me??? tsk tsk..

den i was so dramatic... i keep on screamin n shouting before i went in.. and while i was inside!

but ta dah.. the v pleasant n ezciting surprise ....

after tt . nothing much. they won the competition! and had a wonderful time with my sec. sch frens @ Timbre!

i got my present.. its an IPOD touch! actually its my request la! and they did me an album. its so cool.. all my very unglam pictures are all inside....

but yay! its nice..

19th April 2009

everything seems so normal..

went to church. went lunch.. ppl wishinme happy bday. not much of mega surprise. honestly . i expected a dramatic surprise but NO! no1 seems to be really excited especially my cell leaders...

den i 'm like. :" nvm lor!"

soo... here comes the really depressing part

after collectiing cake @ PS.. we were on our way home.... there's supposed to be a dinner @ home with my cousins n realatives. of cos.. family n stuffs... they were all waiting for me to be home..

but cos of soome mini accident. the car crashed onto a curb.. and the tire punctured!!!

we were not even sure of how to handle ths thing.. n well.. an angel came along! this uncle was really so nice.. he helped us with everything. he taught us ALL about changin it.. and after ard 30nmins... we were done... den hurry ZOOM home

when we were home.. it was not onlyy my aunties...

not only the unclles

not only papa mama.. boy.. jie ..

it was...

TEA CELL!

as soon as i'm home

i m surprised with abirthday song.. a throne .. a torch of 'fire' and a medal...

check out the pictures in facebook ok

besides tt i m supposed to entertain it was them makin me dance to a random song by woondergirls - nobody but chiu..

haha

it was v fun la!

tt was the amazing surprise presented by all who loves me

thanks yous verys muchsss alls ofss yousss lasss

19th april

2009-04-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

i had a fabulous 21st birthday.. many to thank..

TEA CELL.. my beloved family members.. HEAVEN... n darling

i really love the day.. omgoshhh... i cant believe this is true.. wad an exciting. surprising 21st bday..
God is Good...
You guys rocks

thanks all. updates sooon!..

2009-04-16T19:46:00.003+08:00

i just got something so chic looking!... its David & Goliath LIP BLAM! wheeeee.. cant wait to use this after i finished my LIP ICE!

things are happening.. stil happening..

ppl still staring.. still gossiping.. still bad mouthing.. just hope i m clean of this.. even if *they still do, please let their listeners sieve through what they hear and define for themselves whose the bad n whose the good!

oh .. went for dental this morns.. its light purple in my teeth now yo!

oh. today's appt was so long! it was filling.. with this mini-driller thing.. and 'sandpaper' was used to refine the shape of my teeth.. looks like everything's near to the end! yay! cant wait...

and oh oh oh oh... i gt picked up by these 2 losers (1 chi guy... another 1.. different colour 1.. i supposed he's a malay) today la.. story.. here goes:

i was waiting at some traffic light after teaching tuition today...waiting for my dad to pick me up. from across the road i figure tt there this 2 guys.. in their bicycle.. starrin at me. oh wells.. i just couldnt bother. which loookin out for my dad. i saw them already pass by me, on the other side.. while later, they were approaching me!

chi guy ( with this blonde,whitish shoulder length hair.. big size. not v fat. not v tall.. just bigger than usual.. not v ugly.. of cos not handsome.. n in general just not good looking...)
: "you look quite familiar... were u from woodlands primary or something???"

me ( stare at them *angrily* and with the buay song glare)
: NO!

Chi guy (-stun- for a while... look at his friends... then.....)
: so.. u r waiting for someone?

me ( AGAIN staring at them *EVEN MORE angrily* and with the MORE buay song glare)
: Yah. MY DAD!

then they walked away

loser right.. n the " u look so familiar" pick up line is sooo yesterday.. i bet he doesnt read the magazines... n these guys are like say.. 18..??? or maybe 17????

hello... i can be ur mother lor!

Past week.. this week. Next Week

2009-04-07T15:52:00.003+08:00

I've decided to separate this post into 3 diff segments.. wad happened over the past week.. wads's this week like.. and a prediction of the coming week

i duno.. i m feelin v bored!.... doing nth much.. just readin a bit.. gg online A LOT.. and tidying up my room a bit more than just a bit.... then i thought. i could just blog..

last week was a slow slow week.. except for weekends.. spent the weekend preparing for the mission trip to Batam. it was enjoyable.. minglin with the brothers n sisters in Batam... =) it was a great experience working together with pastors, cell leaders and members. i guess we all looked back n grateful indeed for such great time..

this week seems v slow too. i was just slackin at home...it was doubly slow... things i m supposed to do, i dint want to do. there's something waitin for me to close it.. but i think i m just avoiding it/ not wanting to speak to the case. wells. i really want an closure to it.. yes i do.. but.. wads wrong with me...

has the episode happened to make me a stronger or weaker person/
many tells of how things happen to make 1 stronger... is it really true? if it is.. why m i still holdin back with reluctancy and unwillingness to move on... den why m i trustin ppl less? why m tryin not to be myself in front of Man anymore? perhaps, episodes happen to make realise their weakness as Man.. but points us to God instead...

schools starting next week
i cant wait. i need to finish my everything fast. i need to get out of tt place.i need to do other thngs. i cant wait!

oh.. i was checkin out stuffs online.. n here's something i have found!
BURBERRY PUNCHING BAG~!~!

isnt Burberry a fashion brand.. well..bags.. wallets.. clothings n wear-ables are commmon..

but why would any1 invent a punching bag.. seriously!!!

u mean some 1 actually spent a few thousands for this.... and then....

PUNCH it?????

oh... quite interesting huh....

are they psycho or wad

FEET PHOTOS

2009-04-03T16:43:00.005+08:00

okay.. last sunday was feet... but after FEET .. the super hyper uths decided to take their jumping shots

again...

so here are they.. =) (btw.. i figure a function in my camera! it specialises in takin fast moving objects) lets try this soon yea..

Wednesday Night

2009-04-02T00:11:00.004+08:00

I finally got my VS Wristlet

Got it from a blogshop.. its damn cheap... since there's a recent VS sales over in the West =)

haven been really gettin something for myself.. here's 1 treat for moi!

yay!!!

havent been doing much recently

just thinking .. about things that have been concurrenntly happening over the past few days.. just that few days

yes.. i did question Him .. like why did He make me go thru this... why create this entrance and exit in such a way.. was there something for me to learn? am i really gettin stronger after this? why do i feel tt i have become weaker a person... weaker in trusting. weaker in believin in humans and their words.. weaker in trusting n knowing whats gg on..

but i m glad ... at least when i m less knowledgeable in this area... i m stronger n more dependable on Christ.. i know He's gg to save me from this... I know He's gg to provide me with the strength i m gg to need, and to look up to Him for He is my Hope and my Salvation

its like mourning... n I need a sign that its over

throwing away these depressive thoughts and sulking moments.. i decided to allow myself to 'sin' in the eyes...

browsed thru a few sites.. i gt my new wants...

OLD NAVY ZEBRA BALLET FLATS

quite nice wad!

i will remember

2009-03-27T00:34:00.004+08:00

i will remember.. from today.. i promise i will rely, depend, demand less of u... i'll one day need less of u

NEW SLIPPERS.. NEW HAIR

2009-03-23T18:47:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was Sunday. had a wonderful time iin Church. had a wonderful experience.. thru'out the course of worship, tears roll down uncontrollably. it was the voice tt speaks: just worship me.. just worship me....

and i did.. yay!

after much planning for FEET this coming Sunday, i went to Iwan's hse for dinner... he made me my bathroom slippers!!!

He drew the monkey ... cos tts wad i always call him! and i drew pig pig....
ahahah.. note: the monkey is not pointing his middle finger or something.. it is suppposed to be holding a banana la!

and and and...

i went for a hair rebonding already!!! here's my latest haircut...

quite like it la...

at least now my fringe is in the right place... quite nice wad.. no mehhhh

BLOG SKIN CHANGED

2009-03-21T01:21:00.001+08:00

i guess this is what happens when u wake up at 12noon everyday and its alreadyy 1am n u cant get to slp..

maybe i'm just too EXCITED cos' Iwans's bACK!

or cos we'll be picnic-ing tomms...

but here i am.. had my BLOG SKIN CHANGED..

i guess its quite a while babe.. like ... say... 2-3years ago ever since i touched this 'template' tab in my DASHBOARD?

oh wells... n quite a while since i showed my fetish on the colour: HOT PINK..

but please do not misunderstand.. i'm really not those overly-crazy-over-pink kind of person. but just tt this colour really's quite sexy i have to admit.. (trust me la... i dun even have a damn hot hot pink dress.skirt. stuffies in my wardrobe aiights)

okok.. i need to wake up @ 8ish 2ml morns 2 perpare breakfast for my family and of cos foood for picnic...

yay!!!!

hope the blogskin's aiights to go with for another few years.. hur hur hur

INSPIRED BY VS!!!

2009-03-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

just got back from cell.. actually quite a while ago lor..

was under scorchin sun forthis afternoon for recee....

cell was great... all of us were so efficient to come up with ideas for Easter...

aiights aiights

and as usual... went online-shoppin... actually its more to WINDOW-shopping.. i pass by this site... oh my gosh... u guys should check it out... vsfans.blogspot.com

something like tt.. i cant really remember.. the VS stuffs are so pretty... they look totally chic...

the pinkish-ness and the elegance of the look of it makes me damn high la...

check this out...

YUMMYY YUMMY.....

i am back to blogging!

2009-03-18T13:04:00.003+08:00

i am back to writing.... MORE!

yesterday was officially HOLIDAYS!!!

Finally finished my very last assignment of this semester....

oh man.. i swear i m so gg to b much more hardworking next semester la.. its so scary to chiong work at the last few days n fearing if it can be done on time... =X

UPDATES: Some worship team members have gone to KL for a pastoral conference... including my BOYFRIEND... and my BEST FRIEND!!! that leaves me alone in spore.... having NO oNE to have fun n enjoy with me!!! my jc peeps are chiongin all their work tooo...

oh wells.. it should b quite cool to leave some time to spend it with myself.

things to do:

clean my room
go library to borrow some really nice books
watch movies
finish watching some idol's series show.... (those ppl pass me to long ago but havent had time to finsih)
plan RnR for UthNity
prepare for PICNIC on SATURDAY with iwannnnnn

yay!!

thats it... gg to sch to submit work ... then RECEE with junping @ ___________ __________

not tellin u where!

adidas Originals Concord Sleek Round

2008-12-07T00:47:00.004+08:00

uRGHSSS... I WANTTTT...

and my other wants....

AND THIS IS ULTIMATE HIGHNESS

Things i wan to do - this december

2008-12-03T01:33:00.002+08:00

Now tt assignments are almost done......

Now that i can breathe a lil' more......

some things i just wanna do this decemeber

Watch Gossip Girls till Ep13..
Watch Madacasgarrrrrrr
FIND MY OWN INFINITE PLAYLIST - some program by 987 - to win tickets for the movie: somethingsomething Infinite Playlist
Watch Wild Club
Watch the many movies Iwan downloaded
Finish my last assignment due this Tuesday
Swimmmmm
Buy a new pair of shoes
Find the right Christmas present for *him
Choreograph last dance item for Christmass
get some beautyyy slp
AND GET READY FOR CHRISTMASS CELBRATION. whheeeeeeeee

2008-11-04T10:01:00.001+08:00

something is wrong with me

i slept at 2.50pm ydae night and i woke up at 8.25am this morning

I NEED fried mars bar now!

Things i wan to do

2008-10-30T02:29:00.002+08:00

MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO:

1) I want to go to TOY MUSEAM

2) I want to have no more diarrhoe - i wan solid solid those kind - i dun wan to have tt stomach juicing feeling - i dun want to feel sick - i m strong .muscular. biceps-ful... i need to be me!

3) I want to go for MANICURE AND PEDICURE soon - my nails are chippping like free one. it needs some work

4) I need to go for severe hair treatment - 1st - dye my hair - 2nd - cure my dead ends - i want smooth and silky hair - so i can swing my hair at Iwan when he irritates me

5) I want to START on MY ASSIGNMENT -

6) I want to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3

7) I want to have more games like Guitar Hero in my DS

8) I want to go overseas - anywhere near - Batam - BangKok - anywhere. ... like a.n.y.w.h.e.r.e

9) I want to get the SGD896 COACH BAG i just saw - its handles are in gorgeous scarlett

10) I want to to zzz

random pictures

2008-10-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

DINNER AT VIVO!

2008-10-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

INTERNATIONAL DAY @ PASTOR KRIS'S SCHOOL

2008-10-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

photos!

2008-10-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

IWANS BIRTHDAY - (III) DINNER AT PIZZA HUT WITH TEA CELL

photos!

2008-10-15T00:25:00.005+08:00

IWAN'S BIRTHDAY (II) DINNER @ KUISHIN BO!

food food

him picking up his food. greedy greedy

a birthday cake - from me to him!!! nice and creative right!

him and his favourit prawns. honestly they are delicious.. slurps eee.. we dun like this dessert
finally - a pic together!

IWAN'S BIRTHDAY (II) DINNER @ KUISHIN BO!

photos!

2008-10-15T00:17:00.003+08:00

IWAN'S BIRTHDAY (I) LUNCH @ THAI EXPRESS!

IWAN'S BIRTHDAY (I) LUNCH @ THAI EXPRESS!

thoughts..

2008-10-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

i want to blog bout 2 things today...

1) i was on my way to tution today. walked along tt lonely road. i always think tt passage way is scary. its just beside a road where many big big buses and lorries passes by. then its like an industrial area. with large field at the side. wwhenever i walked past there, i would be quite paranoid. like somebody will grab me by the roadside and kidnap me. or someone will just come behind me, stabbed me, den run away along tt long.lonely.path.. eww..

i dint think of all tt for no reasons. once i saw these middle age man in some ragged clothes begging ppl for money. he apparently went to those who are walking towards his direction. man...

today - i was walking... very fast. cos i m late. and theres this malay man.. quite under-dressed. he approach me asking me if i have 10cents cos he needs to make a phone call. i briefly just shook him off saying i dun have. but i realised i slowed down myy steps a bit. but nyways, i just took out 20cents from my wallet and passed it to him.

later. a few more steps - i saw this bus uncle. he was resting by the road side. he asked me if i gave him $. after answering him, i was told that the man was commonly seen in this area and he is a drug addict.

i duno how true.. i dunno if he really needs to make tt phone call. though its just 20cents. wish tt was actually an sincere and honest request. =p

this was maybe the 2nd or 3rd time in sort of a similar situation.

remembered once this man came to me saying " i just came out of prison, i need some money to get home"

and another time - a lil' plump boy came to me, " can i have 50cents -in his very strong msia accent - cos i need to take bus home"

do i look rich!!!!???

2)

i just had dinner and sat down to watch the last 15minutes of ch 8's 7pm show.

apparently, the husband was cheating on his wife.
but few nights b4, they had a quarrel - and the man left the house in fury.

the woman was kind of upset, and went to look for his husband at his place overseas. - i think the husband was sent to another country for a business trip or something.
and the woman was at his house!

but anyway, lucky him, he managed to get his wife out of the house and they ended up in a cafe.

conversation kind of goes like that

woman: after you left, i really regretted, yes you were right, i was selfishh, all i think about is myself. the reason i m here today, especially making the trip down today is to telll you i really treasure you. and i m sorry..

man : something like - lets put the past behind us.

...ok... this is not the point... but anyway.. they continues...

woman: i have somethng else to tell u. Gary has went back to England

man : so he has decided to give up on you?

...think gary is wooing the wife... some man la... but check out what the woman reply

woman: cos i dint give him a chance anyway.

...i think tt man ought to be so ashamed of himself. i could tell he still loves his wife... BUT he just couldnt resist the temptation afterall.... that is soooo sad okay!!!!

but wait.. the emo-est part has yet to come

woman: before he left he even said tt you are a very lucky guy - u noe, to have me as ur wife

man : oh.. really.

look at these people. tt girl actually said this.. sobsssssss

woman: actually i guess i m the lucky one instead.

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WHYYYYY!!!!

@ new school - DAY 3

2008-10-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

lessons at 9 this morning.. i mean - scheduled at 9 - but it only started at around say - 9.35???

learnt lesson. dun think will go punctually anymore.. hmphs..can slp for 15mins more at least. or stand in front of the mirror for a longer time... tsk*

Anyway. lessons are quite intense. as in. so much notes to take down. so many theories and unfamiliar names i see... i guess i will be spending a lot of time google-ing on these ppl =X

but everythng's cool.. met a few frens tt are pretty friendly.. and cheeky.. and naughty.. and noisy.. interesting... but some ppl are really weird.. they talked bout the most strnge thing... and at quite a high volume... also at quite an inappropriate timing... =9

oh wells.. may this coming 1 yr be good and well..

AIMING to get a HIGH DISTINCTION for this DIPLOMA.. whooo lala...

and anyway.. went down to Bugis to get Iwans shirt, but ... =(... its too small for him.. but tt's really a nice colour and it looks sooooo good on him.. nvm. 2ml go help him change to another one...

After tt, was quite hungry. so sat down at the fountain while i catch some bite - and at the same time see some children playing there; before i head home for rest b4 coming out again..

and anyway, the surprise for IWAN was okay! we had help from the PIZZA HUT PPL... we had pastor kris entertaining us!!! and we really appreciate it.. =p we talked and joked and we were so loud.... i think everybody heard us !!!

well. i hope u really enjoyed urself. though ur day @ work was super bad... sorry for not see through tt u r actually quite troubled... dun worry k... today has passed and 2ml is coming..

it will always just a better with God's grace =)

why i believed in God

2008-10-07T19:17:00.002+08:00

THIS ONE IS FABULOUS!!!

It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula
Vista, CA. He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to 'explain
God.' I wonder if any of us could have done as well?
[ ... and he had such an assignment, in California, and someone published
it, I guess miracles do happen ! . ]

EXPLANATION OF GOD:
'One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the
ones
that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth.
He doesn't make grownups, just babies I think because they are smaller and
easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his valuable time
teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and
fathers.'

'God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot
of
this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times
besides bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or TV because
of this. Because he hears everything, there must be a terrible lot of noise
in his ears, unless he has thought of a way to turn it o ff..'

'God sees everything and hears everything and is everywhere which keeps Him
pretty busy. So you shouldn't go wasting his time by going over your mom
and dad's head asking for something they said you couldn't
have.'

'Atheists are people who don't believe in God. I don't think there
are any
in Chula Vista . At least there aren't any who come to our church.'

'Jesus is God's Son. He used to do all the hard work, like walking on
water
and performing miracles and trying to teach the people who didn't want to
learn about God. They finally got tired of him preaching to them and they
crucified him But he was good and kind, like his father, and he told his
father that they didn't know what they were doing and to forgive them and
God said OK.'

'His dad (God) appreciated everything that he had done and all his hard
work on earth so he told him he didn't have to go out on the road anymore.
He could stay in heaven. So he did. And now he helps h is dad out by
listening to prayers and seeing things which are important for God to take
care of and which ones he can take care of himself without having to bother
God. Like a secretary, only more important.'

'You can pray anytime you want and they are sure to help you because they
got it worked out so one of them is on duty all the time.'

'You should always go to church on Sunday because it makes God happy, and
if there's anybody you want to make happy, it's God!

Don't skip church to do something you think will be more fun like going to
the beach. This is wrong. And besides the sun doesn't come out at the beach
until noon anyway.'

'If you don't believe in God, besides being an atheist, you will be
very
lonely, because your parents can't go everywhere with you, like to camp,
but God can. It is good to know He's around you when you're scared, in
the
dark or when you can't swim and you get thrown into real deep water by big
kids.'

'But...you shouldn't just always think of what God can do for you. I
figure
God put me here and he can take me back anytime he pleases.

And...that's why I believe in God.'

7-OCT

2008-10-07T12:25:00.002+08:00

Yeahhhh.. Finally here to update. I have been wanting to update here but always cant find the time and energy to...

theres so much on my mind i wanna say.. ok.. hope i m not too messed up in this post.

Firstly - I am so bored!! came school for lessons at 9am.. i have to like wake up at 7am????!!!! reached ere at 8.50 - waited till 9.50am and some1 just came in and say lesson is cancelled... NICE~ my next lesson is at 1.30am... and I am ALONE.. NO FRIENDS. NO ONE TO ACCOMPANY ME.. aloone. now... library.. corner.. lap top.. radio.. typing. emo~

well.. its not tt bad actually.. i guess i need to get used to this soon. a lot of long breaks from now on.. and maybe a lot of these lecture cancelled-case *cross fingers*

went to walk around i finally found MY JENNIFER LOPEZ STILL -wanted to get for a v long time, but cant seems to find cheap ones.. so I got one finally today in some shop @ pEnnisula Plaza.. hooo..

walked to the office at PP to get my lap top access.. then over to Funan IT mall to get a lap top bag.. so cheap.. only 9.90.... okay. i m quite bitter about this... wentto sooo many places - ALONE!!!!!

oh yah.. i went to Raffles City (dunno why) but sat down @ this carpetted area eating my Bread - from Bread Talk ( FAT FATS - DONT LAUGH) and this security guard came over and tell me to stop eating... i m like -_-''' .. only after he pointed me to a SIGNAGE that says - NO EATING AND DRINKIING then I am like... shhhhhucks.... its soo paiseh okay.. Thank God its still a ripe morning of 10oclock.. not much ppl around anywya..

came back to the library.. my bag is so heavy.. and my skin is peeling - after Sentosa last 2 weeks - and i almost screammmmedd when i saw my sshoulders in the toilet just now.. Thank God i brought my jacket... i m sooo ugly now =(

oh, and i have on and offs COUGHS and *ah chiuuuu*s... all thanks to I.... Guess we learnt a lesson. NOT to ever share foood when one is ill. well, ii thought i am strong.. but wadevr.....

So for the past few lessons i have been sitting at the back row cos dun really wan to disturb ppl with my coughs and sneeze.. and i dun have frens.... *okay.. heres my rants agn* I am ALWAYS sitting alone =( ohhh.. but yesterday there this lecture, the ppl are quite interesting - the boys esp are so rowdy, cheeky and naughty. they were like making fun oof everything.... *tsk tsk

Ok.. i want to blog about yday!! I took MC to visit the doctor.. But he came down to City Hall to meet me b4 doctor cos' i was alone (finished at 10+ but another lesson starts at 1.30)

After lesson, we went to play Arcade.. I is soo good in all the shooting games la... He almost cleared all the stages and levels of the TIME CRISIS... super pro can!!! and he lookk *slurps slurps when he is playing... ahhhh...

Then then then, we went to KUISHIN BO!!!! it was a surprise for him!!! i Booked that place and got super nice seats.. the food is GOOD!!! I likes the creamy prawn thing... It is a premium item . so when the bell goes ' like - DONG DONG DONG - the top 20ccust gets it.. sooo funny.. we werelike so kan chiong for it etc.

But anyway - I hope he really enjoyed himself.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY I !!!!!

Hope u will enjy urself today with ur family too =)

pictures wouldnt b up too soon anyway - my comps spoiled and need the right software to load n things like that.. but i 'll try aiiights =)

suddenly missing PJC life... dance girls. homies. back rows with coliflowers. quarreling with Black. jokes from BIG BLACK BEAR. gt scolded by tchers etc...

I MISS YOU ALL - we'll meet on SUNDAY - please be thr.. i cant wait already!!

GOT TIMETABLE!!!!

2008-10-02T20:59:00.002+08:00

Finally got my time-table for the coming semester today!!!

Its quite exciting actually - see, you get to know what are the days you need to wake up very early, you can go shopping after that - u noe which days you can go dating cos' got no school etc.

Anyway, my school is so flooded with INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS laaaaaaa

And the orientation programs are also very much catered for them too. i guess. Its like having outdoor activities around town area.. showing around wheres the clinic, national lib etc?

and the introductory talks are focusing on " SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH" *yawwnss****

Orientation is ON also on Fri n sats.. but I suspect i will be skipping them. HA!

Anyway, had dental appt today - my orthodontist asked me again if i did brush my teeth well. tts like the qns i always did not want to hear him ask. its like so embarrassing?!

But nvm - GUESS WHAT COLOUR I PUT - Its deepavali soon - soooo GREEEEN!!!!! no brown and black is too ugly.. whooopppssss .. but anyway, Green was what I THOUGHT OF as the colour of the festival waddddd

painfuk painfuj painfug painfup painfuo.... PAINFUL... =(

but pretty peijun COMING SOON....

Orientation DAY 1

2008-09-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

FIRSTLY -

SURPRISE~~~~~ i really dint noe tt it will take 1 week... all i was told was orientation was a ONE DAY thing??/ this is crazyyyyy

Anyway, throughout today ... there are so many many talks on Conduct, n things like that.... but i thought it was quite for the foreign students... all that was mentioned concern foreign students MOST OF THE TIME!!

alright.. there is like 75% or more foreign students in the lecture hall this afternoon la..

I cant believe it. Its the first time i felt so Marginalized..Small.Relative...Neglected...ALONE.UNIMPORTANT.

eewwwww .. GOD.. please give me goood.smart.hardworking.Fluent project mates and friends.

And take away Irritating.Horny.Disgusting.Desperate people(guys) around me...

aiights... some of u noe who I am talking about - tt particular guy...

urghsss grrwwwww puiiiiiiii

weeekends!

2008-09-29T12:17:00.002+08:00

I lOve weekendss!!!!

weekends are the only time when everyone is freeeeeee~

Saturday went to celebrate Jun Ping's bday at Sentosa.... we were at the beach all day and we are lke sooo BURNT... my shoulderrs are still suffering from the heat-pain =( and and and.. when playin Captains ball - i think i injured my ankle.. and its still hurting now laa.. oh wells.. all for the sake of victory~~~~~~~ MAN right!

anyway - i m gg for School Orientation is a while!! so exciting... i dunohow its gonna b like.. i duno wad to do. i duno which part to go. i dunno who to make frens with.. i duno.. so scaryyyyyy...

i'll blog agn soon. whooooooo

PLAN

2008-09-26T00:50:00.002+08:00

OK.. this is for memory sake..

and this is seriously a solemn reminder to myself n su regarding our DIET PLAN...

1) Fast Food - Can only be a ONCE in a Month thing!

2) Gassy Drinks - Only once a weeek

3) Bubble Tea - Once a week for him and once in 3 days for yours sincerely

did i misss out anything.... ohhh and on top of that - Exercise twice a week!!!!!

ohhhhh cmon.. devilish body .. COME!!!!!

OHHHHH HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-25T01:00:00.004+08:00

STOP ME!!!

STOP!!!!

for the whole of ydae and today, i have been visting so many VICTORIA SECRET online shopss.. oh man, the bags, pouches are GORGEOUS.. and seriously ------ Irresistible... TOTALLLY!

HELP!!! my shopping cravings. stop dem!

tell me... mum, why is my bday in Sept?!!!!!

MYY CELEBRITY BOYFRIEND

2008-09-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hugh Dancy[Ella Enchanted]

You're a bold, nice and an awesome person. People love you because of your personality and your friendliness. This is probably because of chatting way too much.. but thats a good thing!

oh gosshhh

soo embarrasing!

Mama mia~ Here we go again.... whoooaaaaa

2008-09-23T17:12:00.003+08:00

You could have guessed it right. I just watched Mama Mia~ the show is honestly GOOD!!!i mean.. not exactly good ... But i really like it. with the songs, the music, the dance awwwww..... and on top of that, watching it with 2 of my closest girls really makes it much more awfullly great. u noe, singing the songs while the show is showing and all.. well.. thank God only less than 10ppl is in the cinema... hope tt they dint hear us too much.. even if they did.. who cares! we enjoyed that so much... =X

I am sooo much on a shopping mood today.. walked around ALONE b4 the 2 princesses met me, i actually saw this Black n White Kimono Dress! it really looks stunning... and guesss what.. i negotiate the price from 40$ to 30$! nt good enuf? and i bought it yeahhhh... but i went home, look at it - and nahhh... WHY DOESNT I LOOK AS STUNNING AS I IMAGINED IT TO BE!!!!????????
ohhhh.. it could just be my imagination - laaahhhh-

then, went to causeway to get some books for a fren, den walked around and wallla! i saw shorts! tried it, liked it, and I get it. Oh.... God Forgive Me =( bt hey... its not a frequent thing... No. Really Not... =0

And anyway, felt an impulse to blog this.. aiights.. you might think i m really lousy, or un-cool, or what soever... but anyway - the F1 thing around is SO DUMB! Its so irritating, Its getting me CRAZYYYY

i totally understand its some marketting gimmicks to market ur products like in the F1 - Heat way.. But its really TOO MUCH for consumers tt is not really interested in it AT ALL??? Mediacorp is showing their Sunday Night Movies in this theme.. like Tokyo Drift, 2 Fast 2 Furious the past few weeks - We have Car shows now in town. We have Lego Building competitions of F1 Cars.. Haagen Daaz changed their Menu to a F1-Centered One... we even have Bread Talk displaying Breads in F1 Car shape.. blahs.. i m sure you guys might see much more than i do - and its like.. Oh please~

Can somebody just give me a break on that??? I mean, its cool n all... But its driving ppl like me crazy really. Okay.... i agree.. its a Fever - and apparently, its dengue, its deadly, its SICK~ (pardon the harshness - but what.. FEVER is really sick what)

oh... and how can I forget, on the bus home, i saw this flashing moving red wordings ( the one that tells where you are - the screen thing in the bus) i read this msg - opp Blk 525 ( F1 Route diversion in CBD)

cmon......... somebody save me

GOSSIP GIRLS - done

2008-09-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

HOHOHOHO.. i have finally finished watching season 1 and season 2 - Ep 1 -3 of Gossip Girl!

aiights.. now waiting for the 4th ep to go online... if anybody have the dvd or something oor which webbbie that has it do let me know yah!

its so interesting to watch about school life in New York and catch glimpse of what it is like studying a an elite school. well, quite an eye-opening.

enjoyed the show so much. But guess Iwan's quite irritated with my accent. I have been speaking to him in the " XOXO, Gossip Girls; yeah.... like er... tooooo late.... ohh puh leaseeeee; c'mon, gimme a break der" kinda tone...

oh wellls...

anyway, went to meet Iwan for dinner today.. We went to Thai Express. But only i ate. cos' he is like soooo full already? Heard that the whole day he has been eating non-stop. And then we went to somewhere quiet and less crowded for a talk. Ahhh.. Thank God... All went well... the talk, about ministries, serving, etc was pretty much helpful and reflective! Thanks !!!

ohhhh.. and he is so funny okay! on the way to Esplanade, theres a little tunnel link - and oh, there is some display of 'Art pieces' there. I was reading on the inscriptions about it when I realise Iwan was staring hard at one of them. He has his hand to chin( u noe, like the really thinking hard and inspirational kind). I could not see what it is so i walk over... And....... I saw......... That inside the glasss panel........ was............... JUST..... A........... WORK IN PROCESS SIGN...

I was laughing super hard when he say.. " whoaaaa... this is Art~"

Man.. of cos i know he is joking!

anyway, tomorrow's MAMA MIA with my girls!!!!

lalalalalaala~ mama mia~

Mamma Mia!
I am there again?
No, no, I can not go?
Mamma Mia!
You are here again
Say, say, you can right the only one?
The days have every gray
The songs sad blue
Mamma Mia!
That is all I know
No, no, I'm tired of loneliness

GOSSIP GIRLS

2008-09-18T13:05:00.002+08:00

Aiights.. I am blogging cos i m waiting for my video to load.. Its Gossip Girls... and man.... Blake Lively iss soo attractive.. She has this look in they eyes, and all together she is soo pretty.. ohh.. and her hairrr.. it makes her so!!!

Anyway i have been quite a good girl, cleaniin the room, helpin with chores n stuffs =) hahaha.. just wanna show off myself..

urghs.. having tution later but 2mls will be playyy time!!!

yeahhhh

*** and i wannna watch MAma Mia!!!!

zzz DAY

2008-09-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

MAN!!!!

Went for tution today. Started at 5, But i was early! REACHED AT 4.50 pm and my dear girl was NAPPING.. and it took the maid 20mins to get her up.. she's so sleepy and groggy today... She even threw her tantrums at mE!!!!

Anyway, met Iwan and we went to the library to borrow some books. He found some Dummies Books - those Private banking for Idiots/Dummies kind... He even told me to read more and watch less shows! ya-yah-blah-blah--- He is telling me that/????/????/ when i have to force him to read a simply book for few months!!!

Laughs.... Out... VERY LOUD...

He is HOT!

2008-09-15T20:22:00.008+08:00

WAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH...

LIKE THOSE HUNG UP IN MUSEAM WALLLSS

PRESIDENT IWAN

HOOOOOO...
NOT BADDDDD - LOOK GOOD IIN THIS HAIRSTYLE ALSO SIA

i loVE THIS THE MOST LAAAAAHHH

UGLY UGLY

2008-09-15T20:22:00.003+08:00

okok...

I realised those pics below were really ugly....

so i will be posting more so that those wouldnt be 1st thing seen when visiting the blog. HA! its really quite scary to have it seen once the blog is loaded!!!

Met a really nice buyer today... She's so cut, she called me and exclaimed that she recognised the wrong person... whoppppssss... and we had a really short chat - like where r we gg and all.. thats really nice. unlike some buyers who just take and go.. dint even smile. aiights.. i m guilty of that too! i dint really make an effort to smile too! but nvmmm.. try to smile more often to them then..

Anyway... went swimming before meeting Iwan for dinner!!!

whats next... i m going to force him to DO HIS FACE on yearbook!!!

will see his pictures very soon..

muahahahhahahahahah!!!

*evil grins***

I AM SOOOOO HOT

2008-09-15T12:34:00.005+08:00

http://www.yearbookyourself.com/

Cant believe i spent sooo much time on this laaaaa!
AND CHECK OUT My TEETH

whoopppss

1954
1956
1960
1962
1964
1966
1970
1972

1974 - this 1 i damn chio....
1978
1982
1984
1988 1990
1992
1994
1996 - i like this!
2000 - i think i look like patricia Mok. wad do u think.. arghss

What has He Done?

2008-09-15T11:40:00.002+08:00

Yes, Yes.. Really quite free nowadays. should have start to 'pen' down my thoughts sooner.

Anyway, Suddenly feels quite =X Halfway through preparing my Sunday Sharing in UthNity.

was talking to my bestpartner in Christ and was sighing bout our service in the Uth Ministry. Its really not about tirednesss, not about not liking it, not about any ill feelings when preparing, not about NOT WANTING to serve, not about all these.. In fact, we really enjoy being in it, preparing for it, executing it and doing it!

Its just that sometimes when even one minute is spent on reflecting - "is it helpful? will they learn? are these fresh to them? " we usually gets quite disappointed with our own evaluation of ourselves.

Past Saturday, Pastor Kris posed us a qns: what would u say, or ask a dying godly man.
And she said that the most comforting thing was to let that person know what you have learnt from him and yes, it was deeply remembered till date.

I wanted to raise my hand and asked, that qns was still on my head when i was home : " HOW DID YOU KNOW? Neither was Dear Pastor Kris dying or near to death. How will she know what that person would want to hear best that is the most comforting?"

But ahhh.. i guess as a teacher/ discipler for so long... she couldnt be any much wrong about it?

so what has the youths learn from us till now?

TSK TSK

2008-07-29T17:20:00.003+08:00

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I’m going to be honest of what I’m going to say here. I’m 25 this year. I’mvery pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500kannual salary or above. You might say that I’m greedy, but an annual salaryof $1M is considered only as middle class in New York. My requirement isnot high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married?

I wanted to ask: what should I do to marryrich persons like you? Among those I’ve dated, the richest is $250k annualincome, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going tomove into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden, $250k annual income is not enough;

I’m here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the namesand addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)

2) Which age group should I target?

3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I’ve met afew girls who doesn’t have looks and are not interesting, but they are ableto marry rich guys

4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be yourgirlfriend? (my target now is to g e t married)

Ms. Pretty

Here’s a reply from a Wall Street Financial guy:

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyze your situation as a professional investor. My annual income is more than$500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I’m not wasting time here. From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you. The answer is very simple, so let m e explain.

Put the details aside,what you’re trying to do is an exchange of “beauty” and “money”: Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square. However,there’s a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can’t be prettier year after year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are adepreciation asset. It’s not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried10 years later. By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a “trading position”. If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term – same goes withthe marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will besold or “leased”.

Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you. I would advice that you forgetl ooking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income. This has better chance than finding a rich fool. Hope this reply helps. If you are interested in “leasing” services, do contact me

Signed,

J.P. Morgan

*psst.. went to google to check who is J.P Morgan - He is actually one of the world's most famous n wealthiest Banker.. He owns many private banks too!!!

Same Script Different Cast

2008-04-28T22:51:00.004+08:00

This is a retake of my life
I was his star for many nights
Now the roles have changed
And you're the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera, now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now, cause it won't last
Same script, different cast

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBH8eQTzmZ4&feature=related

upset

2008-04-27T19:25:00.002+08:00

its time -
time to get serious with my life, with God, with the things i do, with the people i love.

i cannot take things as it is anymore - just like how things canot b taken for granted -

some1 whom seems perfect, lovely, problem-less wouldnt b so. u will b shocked wad he/she is thinking deep inside

sorry for makin u feel worse,sorry for not being sensitive enuf. deep n sincere apologies

just like gt a hot red warning from God - Do ur job n do it well - Go get sserious

2008-04-11T23:04:00.001+08:00

2008-04-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

2008-04-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

hasnt called yet
i wonder wad it means

knows i m a person tt thinks a lot... then y dun u just talk 2 me about it???

love me? den spare me from all these...

its inflicting so much discomfort, so much insecurity, so much fear

2008-04-10T20:56:00.005+08:00

i'm angry
i am VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY
VERY (x1000000000000000000000000000000000000) VERY !!! ANGRY!!!

i wish tt if theres a color & font tt says: FIERY RED - so tt i would use it to descibe my BURNING ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sooooo angry tt i walked on the streets and sales pitcher goes:"hi, samples for u?"
i didnt reply
i didnt smile
i didnt wave 'no' with my hand

i merely - WALKED AWAY n i think i did it with a VERY bad stare

i was sooooo super duper wooper nuber buber luber ANGRY tt conversation btwn me n my mum was as follow:

me:I wan to eat pizza hut tonight
mum: hot weather, go home eat
me: so u gg home str?
mum: yes, u nt gg hm for dinner?
me: WHAT??? i wan to eat pizza hut, u also dunwan, u ask for wad!!!
mum called ---
and she agrreeeeddd to eat pizzaaaaaa with me!!!!!!!!

i WON! and i thought i ALWAYSSSSS WIN in these kind of situations.

but today i lost to you. u made me feel like i have never won and have always been losing.
u made me feel like i was nothing to u
u made me feel like i was a spared
u made me feel like i hav nv felt so upset b4
u had me shocked - cos i cant believe ur msg to me. i cant believe u said tt to me. no..cant

2008-03-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntReE2n15bo

uhhhh

2007-12-10T16:02:00.000+08:00

been long..

been long since 've last blogged.
been long since i felt emo~

been long since i've start to wander..
wondering wad its like to experiece changes

been long since i've felt misty... doubtful... bout ppl who is the closest to u

mayb its the weather...

but eh? thought the season of christmas is coming?

things not gg right...

2007-08-05T21:23:00.000+08:00

saw this link from Fiona's blog..
okay.. like i realised how much i amm...

You Are 56% Girly

You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.
You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.

How Girly Are You?

2007-08-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

a worth readin post: from fren's blog --->
do things not for yourself, not for her, but for both of you
respect her for what she is, but let her noes where she went wrong
give nothing but your best when spending time with her tell her sweet but honest things with how you feel
do not interrupt her when she talks, cuz communication is important
but when you talk, bloody make sure she listens
if she’s bullied, you must stand up for her
if she’s sad, you must be a clown and make her smile (note, not happy)
if she’s angry, you must let her vent her frustration at you, but NOT take the blame for whatever she’s angry at
if she’s happy, you must celebrate for her
if she’s sarcastic, you must out-smart her with words yet let her win
if she’s ill, you must give her TLC(Tender, Love, Caring) and cook something for her
when she’s around you, you must not be looking at other girls
when she’s pmsing, be understanding and look at things objectively (blame anything but her)
if you like her and is in love with her, you must be able to express yourself freely to her. You should not "try to be the kind of guy that she’ll like" but be "a guy that she appreciates and loves you back in return"

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in the end..

it became my source of strength....

my way to learn independence...

and the ability to cope with my emotions

2007-07-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

Letter

"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say "I Love You".

I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day.
Someday we will see each other again.

Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me.
He can have my room and old stuff to play with.
But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me.
This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything.

The angels are so cool.
I love to watch them fly.

And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.
Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him.
Jesus himself took me to see GOD !
And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important.

That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom ?

God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter.
I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you.

God said for me to give the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?'
"God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross.
He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you.
To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper.
Isn't that cool ?

I have to give God His pen back now.
He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life.

Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper.
I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone.
I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me.

The Angel said I was a Special Delivery !
How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

2007-05-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

THE stereotype of the 'dumb jock' has never sounded right to Dr Charles Hillman. A jock himself, he plays hockey four times a week, but when he is not body-checking his opponents on the ice, he is giving his mind a comparable workout in his neuroscience and kinesiology lab at the University of Illinois. Nearly every semester in his classroom, he says, students on the women's cross- country team set the curve on his exams.

So recently he started wondering if there was a vital and overlooked link between brawn and brains - if long hours at the gym could somehow build up not just muscles, but minds as well.

With colleagues, he rounded up 259 Illinois third- and fifth-grade students, measured their body-mass index and put them through classic PE routines: the 'sit-and- reach', a brisk run and timed push-ups and sit-ups. Then he checked their physical abilities against their maths and reading scores on a statewide standardised test.

Sure enough, on the whole, the kids with the fittest bodies were the ones with the fittest brains, even when factors such as socioeconomic status were taken into account.

Sports, Dr Hillman concluded, might indeed be boosting the students' intellect - and also, as long as he did not 'take a puck to the head', his own. Dr Hillman's study, which will be published later this year, is not definitive enough to stand alone. But it does not have to; it is part of a recent and rapidly growing movement in science showing that exercise can make people smarter.

In a landmark paper early this month, researchers announced that they had coaxed the human brain into growing new nerve cells, a process that for decades had been thought impossible, simply by putting subjects on a three-month aerobic-workout regimen.

Other scientists have found that vigorous exercise can cause older nerve cells to form dense, interconnected webs that make the brain run faster and more efficiently. And there are clues that physical activity can stave off the beginnings of Alzheimer's disease, ADHD and other cognitive disorders.

No matter your age, it seems, a strong, active body is crucial to building a strong, active mind. Scientists have always suspected as much, although they have not been able to prove it. The idea of the 'scholar- athlete' is not just a marketing ploy dreamed up by the NCAA; it goes back to the culture of ancient Greece, in which 'fitness was almost as important as learning itself', says Harvard psychiatrist John Ratey.

The Greeks, he adds, were clued into 'the mind-body connection'. And they probably intuited a basic principle that Western researchers also figured out long ago: Aerobic exercise helps the heart pump more blood to the brain, along with the rest of the body. More blood means more oxygen, and thus better-nourished brain cells.

For decades, that has been the only link between athletic and mental prowess that science has been able to demonstrate with any degree of certainty. 'People have been slow to grasp that exercise can really affect cognition,' says Dr Hillman, 'just as it affects muscles.'

Now, however, armed with brain-scanning tools and a sophisticated understanding of biochemistry, researchers are realising that the mental effects of exercise are far more profound and complex than they once thought.

The process starts in the muscles. Every time a bicep or quad contracts and releases, it sends out chemicals, including a protein called IGF-1 that travels through the bloodstream, across the blood-brain barrier and into the brain itself. There, IGF-1 takes on the role of foreman in the body's neurotransmitter factory.

It issues orders to ramp up production of several chemicals, including one called brain-derived neurotrophic factor, or BDNF. Dr Ratey, author of the upcoming book Spark: The Revolutionary New Science Of Exercise And The Brain, calls this molecule 'Miracle-Gro for the brain'. It fuels almost all the activities that lead to higher thought. With regular exercise, the body builds up its levels of BDNF, and the brain's nerve cells start to branch out, join together and communicate with one another in new ways.

This is the process that underlies learning: Every change in the junctions between brain cells signifies a new fact or skill that has been picked up and stowed away for future use. BDNF makes that process possible. Brains with more of it have a greater capacity for knowledge.

On the other hand, says UCLA neuroscientist Fernando Gomez-Pinilla, a brain that is low on BDNF shuts itself off to new information. In his experiments, rats were put through weeks of running on a wheel, a workout that increased their BDNF levels.

Professor Gomez-Pinilla left half of the animals alone; in the other half, he blocked the chemical's effects with a drug. Then he subjected both groups of rats to a test of wits, encouraging them to find an object that was hidden underwater.

The first group easily pinpointed its location, but the second, BDNF-deprived group was not nearly as quick or sharp. Nature has conducted a similar experiment on humans. In unlucky people with a faulty variant of the gene that makes BDNF, the brain has trouble both creating new memories and calling up old ones.

Most people maintain fairly constant levels of BDNF in adulthood. But as they age, their individual neurons slowly start to die off. Until the mid-1990s, scientists thought the loss was permanent - that the brain could not make new nerve cells to replace the dead ones.
But animal studies over the last decade have overturned that assumption, showing that 'neurogenesis' in some parts of the brain can be induced easily with exercise.

Last week's study, published in the Proceedings Of The National Academy Of Sciences, extended that principle to humans for the first time. After working out for three months, all the subjects appeared to sprout new neurons; those who gained the most in cardiovascular fitness also grew the most nerve cells.

This, too, might be BDNF at work, transforming stem cells into full-grown, functional neurons. 'It was extremely exciting to see this exercise effect in humans for the first time,' says Dr Scott Small, a Columbia University Medical Centre neurologist who co-authored the study with Salk Institute neurobiologist Fred Gage.

'In terms of trying to understand what it means, the field is just exploding.' The first step towards that understanding is to figure out exactly where the new brain cells are growing - and whether that is a part of the brain that needs to be rejuvenated.

In Dr Small and Prof Gage's experiment, the new neurons created by exercise cropped up in only one place: the dentate gyrus of the hippocampus, an area that controls learning and memory. This region, tucked under the temporal lobes, helps the brain match names to faces - one of the first skills to erode as we age.

Fortunately, the hippocampus is especially responsive to BDNF's effects, and exercise seems to restore it to a healthier, 'younger' state. 'It's not just a matter of slowing down the ageing process,' says Professor Arthur Kramer, a psychologist at the University of Illinois. 'It's a matter of reversing it.' Prof Kramer's work also has implications for the frontal lobes, the seat of 'executive functioning' - a type of higher thought that entails decision-making, multitasking and planning ahead.

With scanning technology, he has found that exercise causes the frontal lobes to increase in size. And in dozens of previous studies of men and women in their 60s and 70s, brisk walking and other aerobic workouts have yielded improvements in executive functioning. Subjects have fared better on psychological tests, answering questions more accurately and quickly.

With the new brain studies, researchers can now begin to explain why. As far as scientists know, new neurons cannot grow throughout the rest of the brain. But other regions benefit from exercise in many secondary ways. Blood volume, like brain volume, increases with exercise, says Dr Small. 'Wherever you have the birth of new brain cells, you have the birth of new capillaries.' Active adults have less inflammation in the brain. They also have fewer 'little bitty strokes that can impair cognition without the person even knowing', says University of California, San Francisco, neuroscientist Kristine Yaffe.

Still other researchers have found that athletes have more astrocytes, or cells that support neurons and mop up neurotransmitters after they are used to send messages from cell to cell. And even the levels of those neurotransmitters are higher in people who exercise frequently. 'Dopamine, serotonin, norepinephrine - all of these are elevated after a bout of exercise,' says Dr Ratey. 'So having a workout will help with focus, calming down, impulsivity - it's like taking a little bit of Prozac and a little bit of Ritalin.'

Unlike neurogenesis, which can take weeks to occur, most of these additional effects appear almost immediately. Get off the treadmill after a half-hour workout, says Dr Hillman, and 'within 48 minutes' your brain will be in better shape. But alas, these benefits are somewhat transient. Like weight, mental fitness has to be maintained.

New neurons, and the connections between them, will stick around for years, but within a month of inactivity, 'the astrocytes shrink down again, and then the neurons don't function as well any more', says Professor William Greenough, a psychologist at the University of Illinois. Let your body go, and your brain will follow.

To keep the effects, you have to keep working out. 'If you're thinking that by exercising at age 20 you're going to have some effect on what you're like at age 70,' Prof Greenough adds, 'you had better be willing to commit to 50 years of hitting the gym.' Unless, that is, you are a kid.

Most studies of exercise and cognition have focused on older people - the folks who are just starting to worry that their minds are not what they used to be - but the effects of physical exertion on the brain are not limited to that group at all. In fact, in young children, they are even more potent. Exercise probably has 'a more long-lasting effect on brains that are still developing,' says Professor Phil Tomporowski, a professor of exercise science at the University of Georgia.

In kids, as in adults, the hippocampus reaps many benefits from exercise. This will not surprise parents of kids with ADHD, many of whom already use physical activity as a substitute or supplement for drugs. In children with the disorder, the hippocampus is enlarged, and it may be wired to the rest of the brain in abnormal ways that affect its function. But a good workout, or for that matter a boisterous session of kickball, can also have much more widespread effects on children's brains.

Until about 20, kids do not have fully developed frontal lobes, so they 'recruit' other parts of the brain to perform necessary functions, including those involved in learning. In Dr Hillman's look at third- and fifth-grade PE students, exercise sped up not just executive functioning, but also a broad variety of skills ranging from math to logic to reading, all of which rope in many regions of the brain. 'In kids you have a tremendous amount of growing brain tissue, particularly in the frontal lobe,' says Prof Tomporowski. 'So we can't just break it down to hippocampal function in them. Exactly what else is going on in there, I don't think anybody knows.'

With that science in mind, many educators are now pushing for an overhaul of physical education in public schools. Teachers can ensure their students' success in other subjects, they argue, by making PE longer and more focused on brain-strengthening cardiovascular exercise.

Inspired by Dr Hillman's work, Kentucky state Senator Katie Stine recently proposed a Bill making a daily half-hour of PE mandatory for kids up to eighth grade. It passed the Senate last month. And at schools in Naperville, Illinois, students with poor verbal skills have started taking PE immediately before reading class. Their report cards, says Dr Ratey, are already looking better. The hope of educators is not just that Johnny and Susie will do better on the SAT.

There is a long-term goal as well. If kids develop a love of sport early in life, they are more likely to grow into active adults. And if they do, they may avoid a fate their grandparents are facing: a slow slide into mild cognitive impairment, followed by Alzheimer's. Prof Gomez-Pinilla says Americans' lazy lifestyles may be contributing to their high rates of the disease. Humans have evolved, he notes, to thrive on physical activity; without it, 'our brains aren't doing what they're supposed to', and they go awry.

Early studies suggest that people who exercise at least a few times a week tend to develop Alzheimer's less often and later than their more sedentary counterparts. There are clues at the level of the brain as well: one of the disease's first targets is the hippocampus. More controversial is the proposal that exercise might slow the progression of Alzheimer's once it has taken hold. 'By the time somebody has fairly well-developed Alzheimer's, it's probably too late,' says Dr Yaffe. 'It's going to be difficult to get them into an exercise programme at that point, and the damage may already be done.'

There is a grain of hope, however, to be found in animal studies. In mice that develop a disease that resembles Alzheimer's, a type of plaque similar to what is found in people builds up in the brain. Dr Carl Cotman, a neuroscientist at the University of California, Irvine, examined those mice in 2005 and found that those which spent more time running on wheels fared better on memory tests. They also had lower levels of plaque in their brains, he says, possibly 'because exercise caused them to produce less plaque and clear more of it'.

That gives rise to the question: If exercise is such good medicine, could scientists someday distil its brain-powering effects into chemical form - a sort of 'workout in a pill'? The result might end up resembling many of the drugs that scientists are developing to bolster memory in Alzheimer's patients. It would surely appeal to people who are unwilling to drag themselves to the gym every other day. 'There's a resistance to maintaining an exercise programme since it involves a lot of work. People just don't feel like it,' says Dr Ratey. 'They're, like, 'I want it done fast, and I want it done now, and why should I have to labour over the treadmill?'' Dr Small, the Columbia researcher, says many of his lab colleagues have started working out because of his study results. But, for his own part, he 'would much rather find that biochemical link and think about how we might be able to reproduce the effect for the couch potatoes'.

Before that can happen - way before that can happen - scientists will have to answer a number of nagging questions that remain. Chief among them is why some forms of exercise affect the brain far more than others. Most researchers have focused on aerobic exercise, 'and they've ignored strength training' in the process, says Ms Carole Lewis, a physical therapist and co-author of the new book, Age-Defying Fitness.

So far, though, for reasons that no one really understands, the few studies that have examined stretching, toning and weightlifting have found little to no effect on cognition. Researchers also do not have a clear idea of how much exercise is too much. 'There are very good rules for how many hours a day you should work out, and how many days a week, and what kinds of rest periods you should take - but that's all with respect to the rest of your body,' says Prof Greenough. 'As for the brain, it's just not known, and we need studies like that.'

Finally, there is the question that has been dogging Dr Hillman since he first picked up a hockey stick: Why, if jocks on average have more capable brains than the rest of the public, do they have an unfair reputation for being dumb? Why does a term like 'scholar-athlete', which would have made so much sense to the ancient Greeks, get snickered at today?

The reason, says Dr Hillman, is found not in science but in common sense: Some of our schools have failed young athletes by cutting them too much slack. 'A lot of it comes from schools giving them an easy road,' he says. 'Kids get this wholly inaccurate label because they're good at sports, and then too much emphasis is placed on their physical abilities at the expense of their mental abilities.' Having a big, gorgeous, healthy brain is not enough, of course; it also has to be full. For that, kids have to hit the library as well as the gym. 'You can optimise your brain to learn,' says Dr Ratey, 'but then you have to be in an environment where you can do that - and you have to want it.' Sometimes, it is the 'scholar', not the 'athlete', who counts.

COPYRIGHT: NEWSWEEK

2006-12-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

my brother just casually told me... smile... you will be happier..

is it bcos only those at home tt can c the truest me.. one me that carries no mask.. no pretence on mmyself?

y do i put myself in ALL these?

2006 finishes in another 70 mins?
can i finish all these in 70mins as well?

i doubt so. this is going to take up all of me.... i reallly suddenly feel v weak.
i.am.so.energy.less.really.

2006-12-28T10:33:00.000+08:00

after talkin to a v good fren... he casually said... so u now noe that life is not about cinderella anymore uh...

tt quite strucks me.. i mean... its nt wrong to think of ur life as a cinderella story... but m i over.fantasising it to b beautiful... when the reality shows n confirms that it is not.. at all.

its nt fair u noe... i wan to find no fault in relating my life as a cinderella story... but things cropped up n screw things up.... i've been tryin v hard on my side, just like cinderella.. but currently... things are nt changing... vip sugggests, i m still at the v initial chapter of the story...FAR from her ball.. far from the meeting of the prince.. far from fairy.godmother.. far from her glass shoe... far.. far.... far... far away..

but its stilll a cinderella story i noe... though its stilll at the scene where she's sufferin... with the stepmother n all...

it will b beautiful i noe..at least God can assure me that.. i believe

2006-12-27T00:58:00.000+08:00

the Literature of pathetic fallacy motivated a deep n excess sense of melancholic in me thruóut the day... the weather really dint help me get better..

i dint want to go out the whole of today. so i spend the day in relatively deeep n intellectual n emotional thoughts. however. things didnt get better... i watched some VCDs and hang ard at home.... wadever thought n worries came to me.. i remind myself to ask for help from the Lord.

nevertheless.. buddies arranged a gathering ... perhaps a post mine xmas outing... n they actually forced me out.. forced.. we went to Island Creamery . the Wine place.. n had chicken wings... i was surprised how infront of them i didnt need to pretend nor hide my emotions. i was so silent tt i didnt talk much. i admit it was so not myself. bcos normally i have the most to say.

howver. the ice cream failed.. thick creammmy chewy chocolaty ice cream didnt make me warm, or happier.... i reallly tot it will.. but nt this time around.. yet, it was the semi-bitter white wine i requested ... and the juicy oily chicken wings tt actually made me 2% happier.

i was feeling warm n hot on the surface, (onthe skin, cos of the alcohol) .. but the ambience was so totally cold, dim, romantic? n most imptly the kind of envt which will set ANYONE THAT IS PROBLEMATIC, in tat sense, THINK...... or.... where MOSSSTTTTTTT thoughts roam... quite wildy , i suppose

they say they c bubbles frm my head ... they knew i was dreamin.. yes. i did.. God knows wad

i still wan to complain abt the weather.. it really didnt make me ffeeel better. i see no sunshine.. is tt a kind of bad omen? ydae nite.. the xmas nite... it started raining... all the way... till now//

wads wrong.. wad happen.. the heavy droplets of rain..... they fell on me... heavily.... quite painfully i thought..

give me the sunshine can? my dear Lord..

for my sake.. please...

i need that lil' glimpse of hope... if u willl dear God

2006-12-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different:
This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking..............

Dart Test...

A young lady named Sally, relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith. She says that Dr. Smith was known for his elaborate object lessons. One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day!

On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smith told the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry, and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture.

Sally's friend drew a picture of who had stolen her boyfriend. Another friend drew a picture of his little brother. Sally drew a picture of a former friend, putting a great deal of detail into her drawing, even drawing pimples on the face. Sally was pleased with the overall effect she had achieved.

The class lined up and began throwing darts. Some of the students threw their darts with such force that their targets were ripping apart. Sally looked forward to her turn, and was filled with disappointment when Dr. Smith, because of time limits, asked the students to return to their seats. As Sally sat thinking about how angry she was because she didn't have a chance to throw any darts at her target.

Dr. Smith began removing the target from the wall. Underneath the target was a picture of Jesus. A hush fell over the room as each student viewed the mangled picture of Jesus; holes and jagged marks covered His face and His eyes were pierced.

Dr. Smith said only these words... "In as much as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me." Matthew 25:40.

No other words were necessary; the tears filled eyes of the students focused only on the picture of Christ.

2006-12-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

Beware of Mirrors in Hotels!

...Because you never know!

How to determine if a mirror are 2 way or not (Not a Joke!)

A policewoman who travels all over the US and gives seminars and techniques for businesswomen passed this on.

HOW TO DETECT A 2-WAY MIRROR :

When we visit toilets, bathrooms, hotel rooms, changing rooms, etc. How many of you know for sure that the seemingly ordinary mirror hanging on the wall is a real mirror, or actually a 2-way mirror (i.e., they can see you, but you can't see them).

There have been many cases of people installing 2-way mirrors in female changing rooms. It is very difficult to positively identify the surface by just looking at it. So, how do we determine with any amount of certainty what type of mirror we are looking at? Just conduct this simple test:

Place the tip of your fingernail against the reflective surface and if there is a GAP between your fingernail and the image of the nail, then it is a GENUINE mirror. However, if your fingernail DIRECTLY TOUCHES the image of your nail, then BEWARE, FOR IT IS A 2-WAY MIRROR!

So remember, every time you see a mirror, do the "fingernail test." It doesn't cost you anything. It is simple to do, and it might save you from getting "visually raped"! This is a really good thing to do. The reason there is a gap on a real mirror, is because the silver is on the back of the mirror UNDER the glass. As a two-way mirror, the silver is on the surface.

Keep it in mind!

2006-12-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

Through a Rapist's Eyes!!!!

This is important information for females of ALL ages .

A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts :

1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. ? They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.

2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing.

3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.

4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00 a.m. and 8:30 a.m.

5) The number one place women are abducted from/attacked is grocery store parking lots. Number two is office parking lots/garages . Number three is public restrooms.

6) The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to another location where they don't have to worry about getting caught.

7) Only 2% said they carried weapons because rape carries a 3-5 year sentence but rape with a weapon is 15-20 years.

8) If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn't worth it because it will be time-consuming

9) These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas, or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands. Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you're not worth it.

10) Several defense mechanisms he taught us are: If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk: "I can't believe it is so cold out here", "we're in for a bad winter." Now you've seen their face and could identify them in a line-up; you lose appeal as a target.

11) If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell STOP or STAY BACK ! Most of the rapists this man talked to said they'd leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would not be afraid to fight back . Again, they are looking for an EASY target.

12) If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yell I HAVE PEPPER Spray and holding it out will be a deterrent.

13) If someone grabs you, you can't beat them with strength but you can by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm (between the elbow and armpit) OR in the upper inner thigh VERY VERY HARD . One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands - the guy needed stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it hurts.

14) After the initial hit, always GO for the GROIN . I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy's parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you'll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he's out of there.

15) When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible . The instructor did it to me without using much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.

16) Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings , take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don't dismiss it, go with your instincts!!! You may feel a little silly at the time, but you'd feel much worse if the guy really was trouble

PLEASE READ THEN FORWARD THIS TO EVERY WOMAN. YOU KNOW, IT'S SIMPLE STUFF BUT IT COULD SAVE HER LIFE.

2006-12-09T09:43:00.000+08:00

ok. i admit. i dint manage to continue doing my everyday series of 'after a's' life

but i did have mch frm aiiights...

had my post prom on 30th.. One Lust @MoMo. it was a total blasst
msia trip frm 3rd to 4th..the highlights was the fireflies!
went out with sweetie baoling on the 6th n met amanda n yu ling in the evening for Scarlet Fever @ Club Cube.. but we rarely stayed there... was at Momo quite most of the time.

hanged out with bra n amanda ydae @ Causeway.. caught the movie Deck The Halls! n did stupid things like gg into Kiddy Palace n played with their toys!

oh... n i'll b away in thailand frm 2ml to next fri..

i m havin soooooo much fun... STILL HAVIN

2006-12-06T11:31:00.000+08:00

I knew a gurl that was so stupid that.......

she called me to get my phone number.
she spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said "concentrate."
she put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind.
she tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order.
she sent me a fax with a stamp on it.
she tried to drown a fish.
she thought a quarterback was a refund.
she got locked in a grocery store and starved to death.
she tripped over a cordless phone.
she took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept.
she asked for a price check at the Dollar Store.
she studied for a blood test.
she thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats.
when she heard that 90% of all crimes occur around the home, she moved.
when she missed the 44 bus, she took the 22 bus twice instead.
when she took you to the airport and saw a sign that said "Airport Left" she turned around and went home

Man..she's STUPID!!!!!!!!

i thought tt's cute though

2006-12-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

A Muslim man in Egypt killed his wife and then buried her with their infant baby and 8-year old daughter .
The girls were buried alive!
He then reported to the police that an uncle killed the kids.
15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him, they found the 2 little girls under the sand - ALIVE !
The country is outraged over the incident, and the man will be executed.
The older girl was asked how she had survived.
"A man wearing shiny white clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister," she said.
She was interviewed on Egyptian national TV, by a veiled Muslim woman news anchor. She said on public TV, "This was none other than Jesus, because nobody else does things like this!" Muslims believe Isa (Jesus) would do this, but the wounds mean He really was crucified, and it's clear also that He is alive!
But, it's also clear that the child could not make up a story like this, and there is no way these children could have survived without a true miracle.
Muslim leaders are going to have a hard time to figure out what to do with this, and the popularity of the Passion movie doesn't help!
With Egypt at the centre of the media and education in the Middle East, you can be sure this story will spread. Christ is still turning the world upside down!

Please let this story be shared.

The Lord says, "I will bless the person who puts his trust in me." Jeremiah 17:7

2006-11-29T12:23:00.000+08:00

oh... dint get to blog past few days cos i was so tired....!

had our long-waited Chill-ies Day ydae... went Vip's hse and the few of us had soooooo MUCH FUN... we played cards... and screamed so much tt my voice is so gone now....... attempted to make jelly n pop corn.. of cos i gave up halfway to go watch dvd instead!

oh yes.. we had bbq n steamboat... n after tt i gt pushed into the water... ahhaa.. some of the gurls dint get in.. cos we might c the Red Sea/ so.. they managed to Escape..

yes yes yes.. it was absolutely fun.. =) =) thanks all for being there for the past 2 yrs!

oh.. came across some email.. some jokes.. ~!

A man comes home, finds his wife with his friend in bed, he shoots his friend to death. his wife says "If you behave like this, you will lose ALL you friends"

definition of mistress? --- someone between mister and mattress

husband tells wife, W.I.F.E = Without Information Fighting Everytime... wife responds, W.I.F.E= With Idiot For Ever

difference between stress tension and panic? stress is when wife is pregnant, tension is when girlfriend is pregnant is when both are pregnant

Sons asks difference between confidence and confidential. Dad says, you are my son, I'm confident. Your friend is also my son,that's confidential!

Mother to her teenage daughter: I think this is the right time we should talk about sex. Daughter (Exciting=ly) : Sure mom, tell me what do you want to know.

2006-11-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

Day 3

hooooo hoooo... ready to listen how 2day has been... check it out!

haha.. ok.. actuallly was a v long n tired day.. but surprisingly it was actually nothing much done..
went to pastor kris' graduation after service 2day...
she graduated with the Masters of Divinity . n best of all.... Best Student Award.... aint we proud to have such a wise n GOOOOOD youth pastor! whoooa...

most imptly... we screeeammmmed till so bad.. cheered n clappped so aggressively.. n i m sooo glad u totally enjoyed it...

everybody had fun.. cos in the midst. we talked.played.jacked.laughed.

UthNiTy! way toooo go!

2006-11-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

Day 2

2nd day of after a's life.. i still cant help it but feeling sooooo sooooo soooooo GOOOOOOD!

mag n zhiwei's wedding today! n i m the lovely flower gurl!
WE HAD SOOOO MUCH FUN.
the wedding was so totallly touchin.. n sweet..
the march in was so totally perfect ( i got so much nice comments =) =) =) =))
the fellowship with dear bros n sis is excellent.. (we r so dressed up n every1 look pretty n handsome)
n cute page boy ROY NG ZHI MING TOOK SO MANY PHOTOS WITH ME!

yesyesyesyesyesyesyes.. will upload phtos very soon

!!!

after tt we went ViVo CITY! it was sooo crowded.. we actuallly wanted to shop.. BUT NO.. we went to the open space n SLACK.. we toook so many photos thru'out the day can... i think addd up can reach till hundreds lor... n n n n n n ..after eatin carl's junior.. clement's daddy n mummy even drive us up Mt. Faber to c c look look!

hahhaa.. yes yes yes yes.. can u feel the excitement. its like how God prepares all these for me

the activities r so filled up n i m feelin JOY TO THE MAX..

2ml: ps kris's graduation.. woooo hoooo~

2006-11-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

Day 1

watching tv now...advertisement comment:nothing feels better than this

whoaaaaaaaaaawhoooooooaaaa whoooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

wad can describe this better??????

today marks the end of the a's level examinations..

the end of the jc curriculum
the end of uniform days
the end of total slogging n muggging

oh well oh well.. will ur understand my joy??!!!!!!

its after how much u worked.... how hard it is.. how tough n tiring life had been..

n guesssss wad.. now its sooooo ever!!!!

i noe i noe i noe.. not aas if its like i m nt gonnna study forever...not like as if gonnna get good results anyway.. not like as if i wun get bored of after-jc life... not like wad i hope it will be like.. although it might not be like wadever it is supposed to be like..... BUTT!!!!!!!!!!

just let me live in such oblivion for awhile can~!!!

i remember for the past 2 yrs...keep sayin "after a levels must do this must do that"

HELLOO~~~its so over NOW..

ok. i m totallyglad.. totally excited... i cant wait...

went shopping today with *manda * pris n *bra.. we took stupid neos.. shop till our leg break... hahaha..bought quite some stuffs n yup yup.. thouh tired.... but very much of a better life compared to studying !!!

then then... met wan xuan and cindy..busy looking for a right top for wan xuan.. oh yes.. for mag's wedding tomms..!!! *CANT WAIT!!!!!

yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyyes

DAY 1.. see how long i will sustain this daily thing lah huh......

2ml... wedddinnnnng!!! n ultima jacko outing~~

2006-10-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

when all seems old and slow,
and how much expectations are left not met.
when she can hold on to almost nothing,
and the intense struggle is totally futile.
its time to look some where else...
a far away space where she can find herself...

now, these are absolutely pretty

2006-10-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

feelin very very very much shitty

2006-09-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

i m frreeeeer now..

last paper 2ml n i m alr enjoyin myself..

next few days, i, playiiiiinnnnggg SUPER HARD I PROMISE
cos after tt my days gonna b blood sucking. i juz promised sal tt i'll worked v hard!

i'll go thru the A's n kickkkkk all the tcher's arse

YES I AM

frm nw til 2ml 5.15? S.T.U.D.Y

2006-08-10T09:20:00.000+08:00

i watched lake hse on the 8th august.. it was a beautiful story

i wonder...

how he can wait... but you cant... how despite the impossible they met, yet we seems so possible, but we can't meet..

is tt merely a story... is there no reality in movies... am i being too drawn to fantasy... can i taste, just a bit of such fantasies... i want to let it b true in my life...

nevertheless, i'm glad i laughed... at the v least, i tried.
i'm a bit tired for crying continuously in sch and at home for the past few days
also, i ate... a lot.. i dun care cos' it made me a happier person.

to sis, thank you for being here, i'm word-less n i m tired ... i just want to thank God for putting you in my life, n this family... i'll love this family, really, though it seems different than the rest, cos' i realise, we r uniqely us

to u, which i dun even noe u'll know its u or nort, i wish u all happiness n blessings
i will forget

2006-08-10T09:13:00.000+08:00

2006-08-06T16:23:00.000+08:00

i duno how to put these into words

i came back... received another nt v pleasing news regarding some1.. n then saw the post u posted..

i sneaked out cos i HAVE to study... its nt tt i go out n play or wadevr... everybody is nt understandin.. how can u b not too? i trusted u as the only 1 who will keep this lil secret btwn us.. but u break it as well...

as usual, if u remembered wad happened few yrs ago, with mama's atm card?
u made me the scapegoat ... u tell me to admit tt i m the culprit thou it wasnt me... u remember?
i remember v well.. cos tt was the day wen i realise who r u.. wad relationship this is..

u said kaidi say i gt a bad temper towards bro.. did u reflect or recall how u even treated me wen i was still young... i realise, cos its the tone n actionss u have on me, tt me instead react these upon bro. i dun wan to.. but being under tt kind of influnence for like 10 over yrs, its difficult to just change it like this

ppl always wonder how nice it is to have a sister.. i admit its nice... n i totally miss how the times we used to role-play at night on our beds pretending husband n wife or "áunties''... but things change

u nv thought of how i wld feel.. cos u always thinks tt being the elder one, u win... u r the most right... somtimes the things i've done... u cld have just put urself in my shoes for awhile n b abit more understanding... to me, sometimes u r selfish...u always think abt urself..n powerful ownership n protection over mmaterials tings like bag, clothes n shoes.. yes u share.. but most of the time u DUNWAN to.. n u give excuses

i m nt sayin its wrong... cos eventually u paid for it... n wen i think abt it, i think i understand so i dint probe too much on these... these r merely emotions tt i feel sometimes

but things goes v wrong...
ur know this is the a level period... but ur NEVER seek to understand me
parents scold me wen i return late cos they basicaly thinks tt i m playing..
wen i m tired... really tired they think i just put on a black face for fun
ur couldnt understand the stress i m going thru n tt is most probably the reason i m feellin emotional..
i m nt clever, in fact, i m quite stupid... so i need a lot more time than most ppl studyin...
ppl u c ard urself mightb handling stress + studies well.. i cant

wads more, i dun have wad mmost ppl have... family... supppport

u r damn right... this really looks like a place just to slp...n ppl almost dun understand us... i asks and often envy various family issues
it just tires me sometimes tt i dun a bit feel any closeness at all... n soon i go allmost to the brink of giving up..

the change of job issue i dunno... i m nt a total grown up n have no commments regardin adult's career choices. u asked me to pray for u wen u took the test.. i did.. n wen i heard tt u passed it the 1st time ard, u have no idea how happy i m for u...

i dunno iif i showed he right emotions sometimes... wenever i see u sad, n like how u cried previous times regardin ur relationship probs, i always try to care... i hated ur previous bf , the 1 tt's fat n ugly.. cos i know hé'll nv bring u happiness.. the night wen ur were on the phone, wen ur r breakin up.. i pretend to slp... i was in fact prayin tt ur really break up cos i hate him n i dun wan to see u with u.. cos he's nt nice ...n i know u wun b happy

i dun feel these from u...
we dun share cos we nv ask...
u r busy with ur life, n im busy with mine..

i m extra emo cos of the many things ive experienced this week, including 2day wen some1 tells me somethings reagardin some1.. on top of these. the a's

i wan to let u noe.. its nt easy as it seems.. its tiring... n wen thisfamily comes in, things r much worse.. i hate this place... n i hate to pretend to smile.. i hate to c bo chap faces in this hse.. i hate the scoldings n shouts n screams of this place..

2006-08-02T19:31:00.000+08:00

hey ppeople... i m sorry if i dintblog frquent enough... my connection's quite screwed... so tired of comin online too.. o n top of tt.. sch work is supr overwhelming.. even my toes r workin so hard..

so much happened for the last few weeks... family.. frens.. sch...
sch was bad... had major quarrels n several misunderstandings
family was not really understanding...
house nt condusive for studyin at all..
i feel a bit out of place.. v unfamilar out of a sudden
it suddenly seems like i have no directions to go...

so much to do.. really....

to my sister, if u ever read this. i m sorry.
i dun wan to upset u ... if i ever did i m sorry..
i feel reallybad.. it sounds damn not sincere mayb? but i'm really sorry k

to my fren, u noe who u r, i alr told u wad i m suppose to say, i wan to c u happier really...

i hate to c ppl unhappy ard me.. cos i upsets me too... its a heartache to know they are gg thru their downs right nw.. i really pray tt all will b fine...
u.. will be fine

i think i havent talk to someppl for v long.... i m sorry!!!

hopefully my connection will b all well agn..

using jp's lap top nw... mm.. a bit lag! ahhaha... but better than nth!

oh wel... i'll see u ppl soon huh!

2006-07-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY...

i m FINALLLLLLLYYYYY BACK..

i haven been online for the total of 8 whole days? cos i cut off my Singtel line n change to StarHub line.. so a bit of time lag here n there...

i guess i really threw myself in total isolation man... nv online, no hp.. cool huh? nun's life..

though line's back, but dun think will be comin online often... i gt so much 2 study.. n guess wad.. its only 105days to A's Level til date.. n i've spoken to so many teachers... obviously so many tchers had speak to us, i mean talk n nag.... at the expense of Lectures after lectures, tutorials after tutorials... yes.... so i really really will be studyin hard... I PROMISE!

much had happened...

ppl need to grow thru these i believe

2006-07-11T16:48:00.000+08:00

dear all,

ur cant contact me for now~ thru HP.. something damn bad happened...

so i m sorry if i dun reply via sms

n if u r wondering y i dun on my phone, its cos i cant..

tt's it... if really need to contact me den u've to catch me online.. if nt thru the traditional method tt is via email. or ring me at my hse phone, but i doubt i'll b home early these days..

oh.. n my results are bad =(

2006-07-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

Dear Tech Support Team:

Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 5.0 to Wife 1.0.

I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child-processes that took up a lot of space and valuable resources.

In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities.

Applications such as BachelorNights 10.3, Cricket 5.0, BeerWithBuddies 7.5, and Outings 3.6 no longer runs, crashing the system whenever selected. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications.

I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 5.0 , but the 'uninstall' doesn't work on Wife 1.0.

Please help!
Thanks,
"A Troubled User"

REPLY:

Dear Troubled User:

This is a very common problem that people complain about.

Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 5.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program.

Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!!

It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.0 and to return to Girlfriend 5.0.

It is impossible to uninstall, or purge the program files from the system once installed.

You cannot go back to Girlfriend 5.0 because Wife 1.0 is designed not to allow this. (Look in your Wife 1.0 Manual under Warnings-Alimony-Child Support) .

I recommend that you keep Wife1.0 and work on improving the environment.

I suggest installing the background application "Yes Dear" to alleviate software augmentation.

The best course of action is to enter the command C:\APOLOGIZE because ultimately you will have to give the APOLOGIZE command before

The system will return to normal anyway.

Wife 1.0 is a great program, but it tends to be very high maintenance. Wife 1.0 comes with several support programs, such as Clean 2.5, Sweep 3.0, Cook 1.5 and DoLaundry 4.2. However, be very careful how you use these programs. Improper use will cause the system to launch the program NagNag 9.5 . Once this happens, the only way to improve the performance of Wife 1.0 is to purchase additional software. I recommend Sarees 2.1 and Jewellery 5.0

WARNING: DO NOT, under any circumstances, install SecretaryWithShortSkirt 3.3. This application is not supported by Wife 1.0 and will cause irreversible iamage to the operating system.

Best of luck,
Tech Support ...

2006-07-06T18:49:00.000+08:00

updates....!!! Pei Jun returns! alrit.. its has been quite long since i last update.. ok! just tell me u ppl MISS mi k..!!

ok.. i m crazy.. n i just excited... partially tired... but reallly relieved for awhile..

this is temporary though.... sch startin cooming monday.. mugging re-sumes on mon..
a bit more than 1/2 mth of intense mugging.. my reward: 3 days...

nvm nvm.. chill... for now, pack my room.. pack wardrobe.. its really messy.. imagine for 1mth u r basically dumping ur clothes in 1 retarded cupboard n ut notes, books, pens n stuffs in 1 pathetic corner? also.... do a bit of .. i means LOTS of shopping.. hangs out... 3 days not 3 yrs.. grasp a bit of reality... n i MUST go back to all the studying

the papers for mid yrs are disgusting.. its damn difficult.. i wonder wassup with the teachers... yes, its to prepare is they say, but can give at least a bit of morale boost? i dun wan to think abt it man.. its scarry... some papers u cant finish.. some papers u finished too early cos u gt nth else to write (and mind you, despite all the brain juice spueezed yes i did!).. n its gonna b damn bad next week... i dunno wad my results will be.. its un-thinkable...

but for nw.... its PLAY-TIME.. immediately after papers me pris n bra chiong to pastamania .... deprived souls.. we ATE, TOOK NEOS, and most imptly SHOP!!!

i really made a fool of myself just now... they know what happened.. we had a good time laughin.. pplayin.. n messing ard... thanks coliflowers... for making this day so damn right.. i love u gurls many many..

nw, eat n pack!

cos 2ml is my date with amanda.. we'll b enjoyin.. i know we will.. shoppin shhoppppin .. yea yea yea..

2006-06-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

i m so influenced by debra..

i think i shld get over all this personality test nonsense too

2006-06-13T18:34:00.000+08:00

PeiJun, you're Crazy Cool

You taking the tried and true path? We doubt it. A wild child with lots of passion, you often prefer to leap without looking. This means you don't mind taking a chance or getting in a little trouble from time to time. If you learned something new or pushed yourself, then hey, it was worth it.Sure, you've got a sensible side, too, but you'd rather get lost in the moment and do something no one else has done before. Sound pretty cool? It certainly is.

2006-06-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

PeiJun, your most unique quality is that you're unusually Personable

You come to life when you're around others and are a real “people person.” You're also a natural leader and are able to maneuver difficult personal situations with ease and tact. You're on the ball, assertive, and have energy to carry out your best ideas. Not to mention the fact that people just enjoy being around you. Compared to others who are outgoing, you
var toptrait = 'WARMTH';
switch (toptrait) {
case 'WARMTH': document.write('have an unusually warm nature. Only 1.6%'); break;
case 'GREGARIOUS': document.write('are unusually approachable. Only 1.6%'); break;
case 'ASSERTIVE': document.write('are unusually good at getting your points, and point of view, across to others. Only 3.4%'); break;
case 'ACTIVITY': document.write('are unusually active and on the go with lots of things to do. Only 1.8%'); break;
case 'EXCITE': document.write('are unusually drawn to highly exciting experiences, projecting a contagious energy to those around you. Only 3.7%'); break;
case 'POSITIVE': document.write('are unusually positive. Only 1.6%'); break;
}
have an unusually warm nature. Only 1.6% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.

2006-06-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.... alrits man.. my pc is finally alive n kicking after like.. 1 week or something?

cheers.. i m a happy gurl..

eh. wait.. good thing or bad thing afterall..?

aiyyya... duno.. whatever..

busy mugging.....

i m loving it. I M NOT JOKING

2006-06-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

Dear God,
to day u told me .. that you still love me, u nv ever have given up on me despite the things tt i do.. u r in fact waiting for me to go back to u.. u told me, tt dont let the devil lie to me, that no matter wad, u really love me... u ask me not to give up on myself.. u wans me to be strong n win over this ...

Lord, i really want to believe all these, n trust these words so much.. but i just hated so much of myself tt i CANNOT believe tt u actually will love me ... u sure? u r still waiting? do i deserve this?

can i plead u to change me.. to make me into the some1 they know few yrs ago.. i want this more fulfilling life.... of u, being so real, n close to myself..

Jesus, i pray.. tt u will listen. n u will help..

2006-06-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

they r goood... realllly... n ishi.. he's really... incredible

2006-06-01T13:25:00.000+08:00

and this is really intelligently pretty...

2006-05-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

i've been accused of not updating my blog.. n thus leaving it soo stagnant..

like fine..

the past weekend n 1st 2 days of hols including 2day has been good.. so good..
i went out like everyday.. yes, including 2dae..

Shopped: tops, shorts, perfumes, more bags, more shoes
bought: bag, shoes

n studies wise: ok.. skipped tt....

watched Woman Of TImes on mon..
sshould she even give him a chance?
"once bitten twice shy"
moreover, she's been bitten twice
should she?

the story below, it all ended well , despite the mistake... n the show, yes, its a show, n typical ch8 serials most probably will end it well too..

BUT, n the story below, she is strong enough, courageous enought, cool enough to get him back

n in the serial, she's bitten twice by the same person

i m different.. twice, by different person.

is tt a 'gooddder' news or 'baddder' news?