Thursday, April 02, 2009
12:11 AM ; Wednesday Night
I finally got my VS Wristlet
Got it from a blogshop.. its damn cheap... since there's a recent VS sales over in the West =)
haven been really gettin something for myself.. here's 1 treat for moi!
yay!!!
havent been doing much recently
just thinking .. about things that have been concurrenntly happening over the past few days.. just that few days
yes.. i did question Him .. like why did He make me go thru this... why create this entrance and exit in such a way.. was there something for me to learn? am i really gettin stronger after this? why do i feel tt i have become weaker a person... weaker in trusting. weaker in believin in humans and their words.. weaker in trusting n knowing whats gg on..
but i m glad ... at least when i m less knowledgeable in this area... i m stronger n more dependable on Christ.. i know He's gg to save me from this... I know He's gg to provide me with the strength i m gg to need, and to look up to Him for He is my Hope and my Salvation
its like mourning... n I need a sign that its over
throwing away these depressive thoughts and sulking moments.. i decided to allow myself to 'sin' in the eyes...
browsed thru a few sites.. i gt my new wants...
OLD NAVY ZEBRA BALLET FLATS
quite nice wad!