Monday, April 28, 2008
10:51 PM ; Same Script Different Cast
This is a retake of my life
I was his star for many nights
Now the roles have changed
And you're the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera, now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now, cause it won't last
Same script, different cast
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBH8eQTzmZ4&feature=related
Sunday, April 27, 2008
7:25 PM ; upset
its time -
time to get serious with my life, with God, with the things i do, with the people i love.
i cannot take things as it is anymore - just like how things canot b taken for granted -
some1 whom seems perfect, lovely, problem-less wouldnt b so. u will b shocked wad he/she is thinking deep inside
sorry for makin u feel worse,sorry for not being sensitive enuf. deep n sincere apologies
just like gt a hot red warning from God - Do ur job n do it well - Go get sserious
Friday, April 11, 2008
11:04 PM ;
11:04 PM ;
10:46 PM ;
hasnt called yet
i wonder wad it means
knows i m a person tt thinks a lot... then y dun u just talk 2 me about it???
love me? den spare me from all these...
its inflicting so much discomfort, so much insecurity, so much fear
Thursday, April 10, 2008
8:56 PM ;
i'm angry
i am VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY
VERY (x1000000000000000000000000000000000000) VERY !!! ANGRY!!!
i wish tt if theres a color & font tt says: FIERY RED - so tt i would use it to descibe my BURNING ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am sooooo angry tt i walked on the streets and sales pitcher goes:"hi, samples for u?"
i didnt reply
i didnt smile
i didnt wave 'no' with my hand
i merely - WALKED AWAY n i think i did it with a VERY bad stare
i was sooooo super duper wooper nuber buber luber ANGRY tt conversation btwn me n my mum was as follow:
me:I wan to eat pizza hut tonight
mum: hot weather, go home eat
me: so u gg home str?
mum: yes, u nt gg hm for dinner?
me: WHAT??? i wan to eat pizza hut, u also dunwan, u ask for wad!!!
mum called ---
and she agrreeeeddd to eat pizzaaaaaa with me!!!!!!!!
i WON! and i thought i ALWAYSSSSS WIN in these kind of situations.
but today i lost to you. u made me feel like i have never won and have always been losing.
u made me feel like i was nothing to u
u made me feel like i was a spared
u made me feel like i hav nv felt so upset b4
u had me shocked - cos i cant believe ur msg to me. i cant believe u said tt to me. no..cant
