The Queen Of Hearts

Sunday, April 30, 2006

9:18 PM ;

i feel so lazy... so many ppl start blogging alr... i better do as well.. see, how competitive m i huh..

right right right...i m so thankful tt 2ml is a public holiday... holiday = rest day... no.. not really, perhaps can do more work i guess...

yeo's email are often so pressurizing.... in the email, mentioned: Good chance to stay up late into the night you owls and get some work done.

er... yes.. i am i am ok...

2dae heard kris said some stuffs tt really got me touched... like how UthNiTy has inddeed lost tt kind of touched we once had ... iwan mentioned mentioned in his blog too, often crossed my mind too... i confesss, tt at times i dun even feel like attending youth after service.... i have my reasons, n yes, eventually becomes excuses....

i noe UthNiTy still stands a chance to be back together, its not gonna end like this.. yes, we are all busy with our own lives... but whether these bros n sis occupy a large part in ur life, it depends on ur desire to allow them to enter ur life, to share ur life.. cmon ppl, we can do it... we just need to put in more of tt effort..

i hate to be mistaken abt who i actually am.. just gt mistaken 2dae wen some1 mistaken me as desiring to do something else.. sometimes i just cant help but reflecting upon my own life, my own attitude n how i often expresses myself.. i m not angry with tt person, but just myself tt sometimes i m doing the wrong things, saying the wrong things at the wrong time..

i am wronged...

its all wrong..

things go wrong..

things are fine really, but y all these pessimism... iiiidiooooot...