Monday, February 27, 2006
1:53 PM ;
i am at home.... supposed to b having..er... let me c.. OH! Econs lecture... meaning Econs test....
reason for ponning lesson: tired.. literally tired.....
ydae was dance competition... @ marina sq... i was so thankful for my many frens tt turned up....
hope i wun miss any1 out: my most love brothers n sisters frm UthNity, dear leaders, kris n cindy for making time.. they r super busy ppl.. yet they make the time available...
my beloved mummy, daddy, brobby, sisstty, and aunttttty!
thank God they make it in time to watch the performace.. my 1st time performing (ok, n 1st, but still the first grand performance) n YES! they make it to watch the performance!!!
my frens.. SHY! KRIN!!! CY!!!!
my sch frens, John, Amanda + Yg, Concils, Classmates!!!!! -- my 'bro's' --> SATIYA! VIPUL! STANLEY!!! n jeremy... rod... sky.... yea yea.. thanks for coming...
n nt forgetting dearest chen loon n da jin..
alright.. they r really a bunch of good frens man... 1stly, my church frens bring me a super big winnie the pooh + piglet + tigger + ee yore puzzle.. n i have to drag it ard.....
2ndly, satiya n frens made this 'poster' :" PJC DANCCERS ROCK OUR SOCKS SILLY"
heeeee..... n had mrs wee son to carry it!
all in all... thanks.. but too bad we dint get into finals...
obviously was damn disappointed, n sad.... after putting in so much efforts n yah...
HAIZ.. big HAIZ HAIZ...
but thank God for 1 thing he did tt's good... he allowed me to find back my wallet.. i allmost lost it at Carl Jr lah..
haiya.. was so tired wen i reached hm ydae... really black out at 9pm ydae.. dint unpack my stuffs... dint clear any clothes tt r still lying on my bed n reallly slept lidat...
den i decided... i WON'T go sch 2ml...
1stly, none of my work is done
2ndly, i have 3 test.. n obviously, i havent studied for it...
if i make it to sch 2dae.. i m sure to get screwed every lesson man...
n 3rdly, i dint iron my clothes.. (nt like i nv done it b4)
n lastly.. i m really tired...
Saturday, February 25, 2006
10:53 PM ;
1 day before the big day.. almost 24 hrs to the competition.. i know.. slp, wake up, travel to sch, travel to marina, make up, dress up, mark thru, n that's it....
satiya's nick : its okay, its alright, Pj and other backsides fight fight fight
stanley's nick: dancers go dancers go..
vip's nick: good luck to other backside shakers tomoro..
welll.. thanks..
so much for putting such nice nicks.... wen they actually dun intend to go at all..
Thursday, February 23, 2006
9:49 PM ;
i feel... so so loved 2dae!!!u noe wad... my beloved classmates really make my day damn good 2dae...i noe i was nt feeling quite good regarding the dance performace tis morning.... screwed.. n my most loved clique noe exactly wad i m facing.... the stress.. the problems..... n they put up this especially cute 'show' SPECIALLY FOR ME!!!at the windows beside my dance room.. my 4 little cute things 2 man... 2 girls... 2 blacks, 2 whites.. 4 darlings.... n not forgetting 1 ah pei!... they actually made a fool of demselves outside the room, by the window, made silly faces, carried out 2pid 2pid 2pid moves .... to make me laugh... =)tt's is really damn comforting... mmm... i m more den happy... 2 really have such classmates.... despite their images they carries in sch, they did tt just to humor me a bit... n i reallly... had a freaking GOOOOOOD LAUGH lah..i dunno if they realises this... BUT I LOVE THEMmy black darlings.... Di-Pul.... Sa-Ti-Ya!my hot little chicks.. Bra + Prisn my ah pei ..... Stan-Ann-Ley YOYO!thanks ..... big big big big SMAAACKSss.......
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
8:53 PM ;
the most embarrased thing happened to me today...
during break at the canteen 2dae... my dearest fren decided to just pour chrysanthemum tea on my skirt... (BACKSIDE) to make it seems as if i pee-ed...
oh.. i wun sae they r CHILDISH lah...
haha.... n yah.... i stupidly fall into the trick by moving my ass on the bench w/o checkin if there r any water there in the 1st place...
hur..... wad a smart gurl rit...
but who to blame.. who ask me to laugh crazily at vipul .... wen he accidentally spilled his drink on his pants... *the sensored area* mind u... haha... but nvm.... they had their fill of laughter.. i had my fill of embarrasment....
being a usual NICE me... i willingly allow my dearest to laugh at me... at the expense of my IMAGE! ar... sometimes i wonder..... .... ....
oh yea..... this sunday is THE PERFFORMACE at MARINA SQUARE!!! my first major DANCE competition in my whole wide LIFE!!!! mmmm mmmmm.. if u r my fren.. u better turn up... i dun mind if u bring along chocs.. or even flowers... like.. mmm.... kinda sweet.. a bit troublesome for me to bring home.... like carry here n there.. but nvm lah... i can still take it... SO... THANKS...
ok... on the more serious note... i was quite nervous actually.. like... yah.. who wouldnt feel this way.. i m pretty negative abt winning the competition.. bcos like my frens has conveniently put it, there r really better schs den us... well...... have to face the fact... but feel rather no-confidence.. really... mmmm... yes.. we have our strengths.. but still.... mmm.. ok.. really, we will do our best.. n yups...hopefully can at least enter the finals.....
alrits.... *good news* i v happy 2dae.. cos ran 2.4.... n i am the fastest ZHAr BOR! hahaha.... ok lah... not a v good timing... but still... a bit of achievement lah huh....
study time... =p
Saturday, February 18, 2006
9:53 PM ;
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room.
She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son?
One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.
"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."
Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and oth er personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.
The letter said: "Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again.
Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.
Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything.
The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important.
That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you.
God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, ! as He always is with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm, sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me.
The Angel said I was a Special Delivery!
How about that?
Signed with Love from: God, Jesus &Me.
Friday, February 17, 2006
9:37 PM ;
i juz typed... SO MUCH.. but ... yah.. forget it.. not gonna post it...
i am just so not satisfied..
VERY unsatisfied...
i want a nicer BODY!
Thursday, February 16, 2006
7:52 PM ;
Look Away- ChicagoBut if you see me walking by,And the tears are in my eyes,Look away, baby, look away.If we meet on the streets someday,And I don't know what to say,Look away, baby, look away.Don't look at me;I don't want you to see me this way.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
11:49 PM ;
Hur Hur.... Valentines Day Today....
mmm... firstly.. i started the day by being a stupid cupid.... haha.. supposed to help JX surprise Pris but failed quite terribly... but nevertheless, she gt quite a shocked... ok la.... success 5/10... not bad at the first attempt... i ran to sch can.. cos i was almost late... they ought to b so thankful to me la!... i m so nice... oooh...
went class.... n...
hur....
received some flowers n presents... *surprise* *surprise* ... but was damn happy.... cos received this blue rose.... n this is the first first time i received a BLUE rose laH!
heee...
gt another bouquet of Lollipop Flowers... next time load the pic up.. its damn cute... v nice... HUR.....
ok lah.. this valentine... quite of a surprised... n yah... really too much of a surprise...
mmmm.. but nvm... i ended myday w my BROTHERS... we went cafe cartel n queued like for 1 hr + lah.... mmmm.. had some foood there n ... off to home.... ok lah.....
its just another day.. a bit too much of a day..
Sunday, February 12, 2006
10:15 PM ;
i watched I Not Stupid Too. for the 2nd time... ydae with bro + sis + sis's BF... mmm.... super nice... so much for being a s'porean Kid.. Born n Breed in Spore.... So much for being able to relate to local shows.. so much for being able to relate to the protagonist....
n.... goodness gracious me.... SHAWN n JOSHUA is TWO HANDSOME N CUTE BOYS...
n yah.. PJ... pls get ur emotions behind u... LIKE NOW!
Friday, February 10, 2006
9:51 PM ;
i m feeling stupid nw...
i think i noe y...
i m Crazy for feeling this way... i really am...
really stupid...
