The Queen Of Hearts

Saturday, November 26, 2005

3:59 PM ;

i m blogggin for the sake of my little mentos... FOO WAN XUAN!

haha... ok lah.. partly is bcos i miss blogging.....

mmm.... i miss a lot of things... i was thinkin on the bus just nw... i miss so much stuffs

i miss myself

i miss the times when i blogged using all my 'ah lian' style... with all the leh lar lor

i miss myself being so engrossed in penning down everi single minute of my life when i started blogginf early last yr

i miss myself being involved in numerous activities at 1 time n yet having the time to blog + play

i miss listening and seeing myself dance in front of the mirror + the blasting of music

i miss the fellowship with them*

i miss sch...

i miss the days when i mug

things have to change isnt it? some things just cant stay the way it is forever... it maybe just a few days ago when i did sumting, even longer? a few months...... longer? for a few years??? but still, come to think of it... the essense of 'miss' still exists....

on my way home 2dae on the bus... i was standing right in front... allowing me to c clearly wad's in front n the way the gigantic thingy was moving towards.... suddenly as i glance, whao.. the sky was super nice lah.. it was ard evening n the sun was on its way down... the layer of clouds is obvious ..... one was super white... oh my oh my.. i cldnt describe to u how beautiful it was... a moment later... as the car was moving nearer, it was slowly consumed by trees n stuffs.... i was so disappointed... but again... aft a while.. i cld almost hear myself scream... it was another beautiful picture of the sky

i find this odd...n i dunno y God allows me to c this... wad msg He was trying to convey to me?

i remember this part in the book i m reading HEAVEN IS SO REAL .. it was fantastic...
The Kingdom of God , as described is soooo beautiful.... i cant wait...