Saturday, November 26, 2005
3:59 PM ;
i m blogggin for the sake of my little mentos... FOO WAN XUAN!
haha... ok lah.. partly is bcos i miss blogging.....
mmm.... i miss a lot of things... i was thinkin on the bus just nw... i miss so much stuffs
i miss myself
i miss the times when i blogged using all my 'ah lian' style... with all the leh lar lor
i miss myself being so engrossed in penning down everi single minute of my life when i started blogginf early last yr
i miss myself being involved in numerous activities at 1 time n yet having the time to blog + play
i miss listening and seeing myself dance in front of the mirror + the blasting of music
i miss the fellowship with them*
i miss sch...
i miss the days when i mug
things have to change isnt it? some things just cant stay the way it is forever... it maybe just a few days ago when i did sumting, even longer? a few months...... longer? for a few years??? but still, come to think of it... the essense of 'miss' still exists....
on my way home 2dae on the bus... i was standing right in front... allowing me to c clearly wad's in front n the way the gigantic thingy was moving towards.... suddenly as i glance, whao.. the sky was super nice lah.. it was ard evening n the sun was on its way down... the layer of clouds is obvious ..... one was super white... oh my oh my.. i cldnt describe to u how beautiful it was... a moment later... as the car was moving nearer, it was slowly consumed by trees n stuffs.... i was so disappointed... but again... aft a while.. i cld almost hear myself scream... it was another beautiful picture of the sky
i find this odd...n i dunno y God allows me to c this... wad msg He was trying to convey to me?
i remember this part in the book i m reading
HEAVEN IS SO REAL .. it was fantastic...
The Kingdom of God , as described is soooo beautiful.... i cant wait...
Sunday, November 13, 2005
12:47 AM ;
arghx... i m so crazzy.... i am mad.... i duno wads has gotten into meif i throw my tantrum at any 1.... forgive me..i m just angry at myself for being such a loser... i get pissed over such a small thing... i duno how to expressed tis feeling i had inside me now.. i have so much to explain to her... i've got sooo much to say to them... but i've to expressed the repressed me.... cos there's no way i can tell all this to them nw... it will worsen the situation... i'll get into deep ttrouble.. moreover, i think Jesus wouldn't have do tt if He was me..... i think Jesus will just take it in His stride.... He will be more manly den me... He wouldnt be as petty as me... in the first place, He wouldnt have felt this way....ostracized... 'rejected'..... do i belong there afterall?i m freakin sure no one understands wad i am sayin at all.... except for God.... mayb its better to keep this btwn me n Him.... otherwise.... things mite get worse off....
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
2:40 PM ;
ha... it was quite a relieved... to know tt PW has finally ended.... Oral Presentation was ydae.... n i can proudly say we did a fairly good job.. in fact.. it was fantastic i though.... i dunno it was the sch's luck or not to have our grp tt kena the external moderator... we have 6 accessors!! so much... but.. yah... as said b4.... we were great!
i shall not b complacent... but to be honest... we felt reali great after tt... duno y.. half the cls even went to pizza hut n 'celebr8' after tt... our CT ms kat... was super happy seeing us doing a good job... come to think of it.. it was her tt reali did the most... all the torturing she do to us.. make us rehearse n rehease again.. yah... it was all worth it now.. she foresees wad we cldnt.. n she wun care wad we think of her.. she just wan the best out of us on the final day...
i m so blessed...
we even did a bus out of cardboard..n we were so not bear to leave it.... haha.... such emotional ppl we are aint we.. but... its just a 'cant bear' thing.. imagine u 'invested' so much in it... haha..... we just take as much fotos as possible to make up for it... here u go..
Saturday, November 05, 2005
4:03 PM ;
arghx...
i so feel like.... arghx.. strangling some 1
i reached home like at 11pm 2dae.... like just reached home den get scolded... sae i go out n play... wads with them man... i was doing my project can... i wun lie to them if i wan go out n play.. i just tell them straight in the face cos i dun realli care since exams over lah..... moreover, i wun even go out n play wif my ugly uniform.... c'mon lah.. m i dat dummb nort?
it felt realli bad.... u r so damn tired... yet wen u got home.. this is the type of responses u get... Ha! like thanks....
i found myself having a new avenue in which i can start talking to myself again.... i m back to blogging... i duno if this is a good or bad thing... i can now complaint more.. whine more.. reflect more? i duno....
hhmmm... its ok lah.... anyway, u wouldnt know wad is coming issnt it? *ponders*
Friday, November 04, 2005
2:12 PM ;
this entry is esp for my dearest beloved.... SHY !!!
u wouldnt believe how good she is to me can... she helped mi settled the tag board thingy in my blog.... jealous tt i have such a good darling? Ha!
she's damn good kx.... i myself oso dun bother... but she studiously helped mi with it....
OH! i cant describe how much i LOVEssss her....
Ha!
Thursday, November 03, 2005
12:09 PM ;
yea yea yae...
i got a new blog...
dunno y i am so free... got it since october.. but dint bother..
i m still lazy to blog though...
so dun expect much
cheers
