Sunday, September 26, 2010
1:17 AM ; Erm...
you....
yes. you.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
10:47 AM ; GOOODBYE SINGAPORE~
I AM LEAVING FOR JAKARTA IN A FEW HOURS!!!
long awaited trip finally done in just a few hrs time!!! had always wanted to go Jakarta, since tt's where Iwan's home is... but havent really find time n money to do so!...
we finally had our tickets booked last NOV.. and its just $2 withh Tiger airways! of cos' tax not included..
i m soooo happy. i actually wanted to wake up at 11am (since i have not been slping past 8am over the last few weeks) ... i woke up at like 8AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay!! i cant wait....
will be back with piccccccccccaaaaaaas!
=)
Friday, December 11, 2009
10:26 PM ; is are was were
realised tt i have been crying everyday
sad to know tt how my life has reached a phase as such. again...
wad a liminal state - a feeling new yet was strangely familiar..
I m just sorry we all met & become friends. I am sorry tt we made promises to each other n know tt right now we r nothing close to those promises. i remember the poems u spoke about. the gifts. the letters. the sms-es u gave... u did not keep ur word. no effort to do so. n i kind of hate u for being the reason for my tears every night.
i hope u will find out how i feel so tt u will realised wad you have done ...
but i m not gg to bother tellin u about it... or even being angry with u... they are right... if you will not bother... why should i...
i grew up. i see the world, i met the strangers. now i have a piece of breaking frienship, reminding me to grow out of my chidish dreams n convenient tagline of "friend forever"
no such thing one... the world's just lying to everyone. all the children about this "friend forever" thing... they make us all believe and then make us KNOW tt it is not true at the end of the day.
Goodluck to all u who have no idea whats coming your way.
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
5:33 PM ; Backed to Singapore...
hello...
I am backed to Singapore with many reflections and upsetting emotions to deal with
while trip to Malacca was a lot of fun. laughter screaming n all.. very wild and crazy... i was backed with a heavy heart.. thinking about many issues.. of which some i supposed was unnecessary, but some extremely vital.
i believe tt ppl change... relationship change... quality of relationship change. closeness change. but i refuse to believe in some1 whom i once believed as my best friend would probably wouldnt be anymore. i recalled the down and stormy times we once passed thru few yrs backed. never did i imagine tt things could end up till the state it was
i know and i understand tt one will be in a form of circumstances tt will not allow blatant publicity. i know what do secrets mean and i have no intention of exploring them shamelessly. its just perhaps a issue i have to wrestle with myself to accept the fact
hoping tt 1 day i will gladly dismisssed the thought of you as my best man and the thought of you as my best friend..
i dun need to feel all. perhaps all i need to do was to stay away ..
hope tt will help.
i woke up with my mum's scolding today. quite ridiculous.. random n without reasons as usual. but i m glad i did not woke up depressed of losing a best fren.
hope i 'll win ..
Monday, November 30, 2009
10:35 PM ; Thank GOD!!
It's a good day!
Woke up n asked God for His mercy upon love/
got a good news. he gt his sales! =)
sometimes I marvel at God's character of endless grace and generosity. if we ask, he shall surely grant. and over the past few days, really... experienced again, the love and faith of dear Jesus... granting His favor upon my little life !
whew...
the day was good for Mr.Iwan... But not too for myself..
Went for the interview for a PRO role... and they told me "frankly, we are looking for someone with experience"...
if no one gives me a chance, how to gain experience!!!
but still.. if i m shortlisted, i have to go for another interview... wells......... will wait then!
collected my transcript thereafter... ha... my average was a distinction... very happy... it looks pretty and good!
oh wait... ineedtosaythis! I AM DAMN SMART!
i figured how to shoot black n white with my digicam finally! after months of using it... FINALLY!!!! yay!
On a separate note, i bought this cookie few nights ago @ Tampines One (some shop on the basement that sells lots of Japanese imported confectioneries... couldnt remember the name though.. if im not wrong, guess there's another 1 @ The Central.. ) and it taste GREAT!!! love the chips chunks ... slurps... its 10.56pm. n i just had 1 packet of it... sinfulll =(
was just thinking about something. has been bothering me quite a bit. a bit inconvenient to share it on the blog.. but just 1 thing... will one change as they grow? will we change? will the depth and quality of relationships then, be affected?Tuesday, November 24, 2009
6:42 PM ; a lonely 24th
I m SAD & DISAPPOINTED ...
3.45pm:
I posted on facebook...
"34"
I was sooo happy! cos' today's our monniversary.. we are meetin! chomp chomp Ashton!!! i cant wait...
6.15pm:
I posted on facebook..
"changed. got a call. is our dinner plan cancelled?"
I had myself changed... took a nap.. woke up... and changed!!! make-d up... blusher-ed. eye liner-ed... packed bag.. put camera inside my bag n blahs...
called iwan... and he say he has to work late. might not be able to meet already...
6:30pm:
I posted on facebook..
"okay.. its cancelled"
oh wells... my worst nightmare came true.. it was cancelled. indeed.
)':
I AM SOOOOOO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*whines helplessly/hopelessly
On a happier note, at least we preempt it and had lunch together after my interview yesterday afternoon @ ( I really cant remember the restaurant's name - @ Clarke Quay).. it was really tasty. The chefs, waitresses, are all Japanese. It was a great experience.
But the food was a little salty though... But 7.5/10 in all =)
When i'm home. bro wanted to go shopping for a new pair of shoes.. haha. i gt him to get me something as well. he just started work. so feelin rich!
went dinner with family at some coffee shop. it was supposed to be nice according to parents cos' some food review rated it quite well, either on Ch 8 or Ch U...
BUT.. disappointing.. !!! its not nice 1 la!
Anyway, i still ate a lot.. esp. CRABS... havent ate it the right way.. u noe, like really biting it with ur teeth! ahha
bro's treat!
While waiting.. Bro took her picture.. MUM!
Their specialty. suppoed to taste good. its fried kang kong . i call it kang kong tempura.. but unfortunately. it doesnt taste good. i can only taste flour. but.its quite crispy though...
Butter cheese crabs!
i swear i was lookin forward n wanted a feast n gorge down these long awaited crabs. but really. the taste: NOT GOOD!2 sad thing about my metal-less mouth:
1) No more excuse to get somebody to give me the nicest&meatest part of the crab. no one will pity me cos now i have TEETH to bite the difficult ones
2) No more excuse to not eat vegetables stems. I HATE THEM!
I'm done with bloggin'
backed to feeling depressed
guessed i'll just spent the rest of the night playin restaurant city on FACEBOOK.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
12:26 AM ; The Braces Post
"Goodbye to you my trusted friend. you have indeed been a pain in my life for the past 2 years. never fail to caused me pain. ulcers and many more. but credits to you for makin me eat a lot of porridge (prob. more than during my toothless times when i was still a baby) but still.. thank u for giving me such nice teeth now. thank u my thousands-dolllars-braces!" - my facebook album description!
As a lot of you might have known by now...I HAVE REMOVED BY BRACES!!!!!!!!
I hope you guys realized how this exciting it is for me okay! It's has been a great 2 years! AND FINALLY... had waited for almost FOREVER for this day to come!
So when last month (26th Nov), my orthodontist told me that everything should be able to be done the next visit. i told myself i m NOT TELLING ANYONE! but of cos, being too excited i told amanda n bra on that day when i met them.. so. no surprises for the 2 of u.. but the rest.. tadah!!! had been keepin mum for the past 1 month... its so difficult okay~ but i did it!!!!!
yah... so i cam-whored the whole Thursday night...
AND for the whole Friday I cam-whored as well...
2hrs after removing...
6 hrs after removing...
Love bought me to Manhattans'
I wannnna eat crab instead... but 2 person eat a bit retarded right... although yes i can finish... but still.. crabs are meant to be a FEAST kind of thing.. agree?
But anyway.. LOVE EATING without METALS lurhh!
24 hrs after removing...
haha... was @ love's house.... played with the geek specs Iwan's sis bought for him!
LMAO!
here's the super LOL... check him out!
and trust me... there's more to come!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
